"Next, let's see how Dong Qingyuan responds, but at least for a short time, it's unlikely to stir up any waves.【No pop-up windows.】It's fine if things can be quiet for a while, that's what Yuan Shuhuan thinks. In fact, Yuan Shuhuan's requirements have never been high, as long as he can live a stable and peaceful life."
Bai Mingxuan held Yu Shuhan's hand, which was small and soft but a bit cold. Although Bai Mingxuan didn't understand much about medicine, he knew this was a sign of insufficient qi and blood. Bai Mingxuan had always known that Yu Shuhan's body wasn't very good, but he hadn't thought that he would neglect it for so long. It seemed that he was still too careless, and hadn't discovered how bad Yu Shuhan's body was until now!
It's not that Pei Mingxuan is to blame, compared to his previous body temperature, Yuan Shuhan's body temperature is still relatively high. It's just that now Pei Mingxuan's body has gradually recovered to a normal level, so it feels like Yuan Shuhan's body temperature is lower. This kind of thing can be said to be a helpless move after all, since Yuan Shuhan's body hasn't fully recovered yet.
Although the family environment was not bad before, the big brother's noise not only made Yuan Shuheng possess him, but also made Yuan Shuheng's body completely useless. Yuan Shuheng didn't have any complaints about this matter, anyway it was his own business. If it wasn't for this, he might not have been able to reincarnate, and there would be no room for pickiness.
There was such an elder brother who feared his father, and it was also helpless to have such a relative. Moreover, the Yuans had lost two lives for this matter! Yuan Shu Huan didn't even know how to describe her current mood, and what's more, she couldn't understand why she suddenly thought of this.
I thought these things were just yesterday's affairs, like yesterday's death, why would I suddenly think of such things today. As for how far this place is from Yuan Shuhuan's hometown, the distance is not that far. At that time, Yuan Shuhuan was accompanied by two younger siblings, and there wasn't much silver in his hands, even if he wanted to go further, it couldn't be done.
It's just that if he had gone further, he wouldn't have met Pei Mingxuan. This is fate and luck, it's not something that can be taken lightly. To say the least, some people haven't even gone to take care of things yet, and the time spent being lazy has been a bit too long. Yuan Shuhuan won't forget his deceased father, nor the mother he had never met before. Not to mention that person's intention to sell himself out, and the subsequent repeated troubles he brought upon himself.
Yuan Shu Huan never intended to let this family off, even if they had a bit of a blood relationship. Yuan Shu Huan's side has always been free from hidden dangers, and how could such a big hidden danger be left by his side? At that time, Yuan Shu Huan was really weak in power and could only find someone to discuss the interest first.
Since they owed two lives, the price was definitely not as simple as being sold into a brothel. Yuan Shu Han lowered his head, unsure of what he was thinking, and Pei Ming Xuan had no choice but to pick him up, this kid was about to crash into the wall while walking. Yuan Shu Han simply relaxed and handed over his body entirely to Pei Ming Xuan, as if it had become a habit for himself. It seemed that as long as Pei Ming Xuan was by his side, he could take care of himself very well.
Yuan Shu Huan didn't know if this habit was good or bad, but she felt that the feeling of dependence was very sweet. Perhaps such indulgence shouldn't be allowed, but Yuan Shu Huan couldn't let go of this feeling. It's a truly complicated feeling that makes one completely unsure of what to do.
"Don't think too much, I'm here." Pei Mingxuan reminded faintly, and he had no way to refuse this girl. Moreover, Yuan Shuheng showed him complete trust. Letting someone like Yuan Shuheng trust him wholeheartedly, Pei Mingxuan knew how rare it was.
"No one will be good to another person for their whole life, let alone the kind of feelings that shouldn't exist between you and me. Even if neither of us resists, I always feel...that I don't quite match with Pei Mingxuan. Moreover, the position he's in now is something I never wanted to get involved with from the start."
In Yuan Shuhan's mind, reason and emotion were at odds. It wasn't until today when he saw Pei Mingxuan handling the county order that Yuan Shuhan realized he didn't understand Pei Mingxuan at all. The feeling Yuan Shuhan has now is because he cares about Pei Mingxuan. Because he cares, that's why he feels so anxious and uncertain, always thinking of himself in Pei Mingxuan's arms.
"Silly girl, you're thinking too much. There's no such thing as should or shouldn't. Now that I like you and you like me, isn't that enough? A while back, I was also struggling with the same thoughts, but then I told myself something: would you let yourself miss out on this?" Pei Mingxuan had never thought he'd miss out on Yuan Shuhuan from start to finish.
It's unclear whether Pei Mingxuan was too confident or what, but he had never thought that such a thing would happen. Probably this also has something to do with personal experience, from small to large, Pei Mingxuan wanted things and never couldn't get them.
Yu Shu Han had all sorts of thoughts, and Pei Ming Xuan felt very happy. Because he cared, troubles arose, but everything was developing in a direction that Pei Ming Xuan thought was good, wasn't it? Pei Ming Xuan had once heard his mother's story, but he would never become the kind of man his father was. If he couldn't even protect the person he liked, what else could he protect?
"It's also...” Yuan Shu couldn't help but laugh, previously thinking that these men who had been tainted by love would change into a completely different person, yet now that it was happening to herself, she too couldn't escape. Indeed, one can't mock others, those who go out and play will eventually have to pay the price. Just like how she's recklessly killing people now, in the end, there will be a time when she'll die at someone else's hands as well.
But what can be done without killing? Let others bully themselves, and hand over all their hard-won achievements? Even if this is a sin, it's better to bear it alone. Moreover, the journey so far cannot be considered lonely, with so many people walking alongside, can it?
"Understood?" Unexpectedly, Yuan Shu Huan also knew how to nitpick, which made Pei Ming Xuan feel quite surprised. However, who hasn't been obsessed with something in their life? Especially people like them. The more clever and thoughtful they are, the easier it is for them to get stuck on trivial matters, right? As the saying goes, "A wise man's thoughts must have one flaw, a fool's thoughts must have one gain", probably that's just how it is!
"En." Yuan Shu Han hummed softly, a gentle and weak sound like a kitten's mew, yet it tickled people's hearts. However, what made Pei Ming Xuan feel heartache was the fatigue etched at the corners of Yuan Shu Han's eyes. Thinking carefully about the events of the past two days, it seemed that since Dong Qingyuan arrived, the two of them had not been idle.
Dong Qingyuan is a guy who has a knack for getting on people's nerves, and now he's added another item to the list of things that disturb people's peace. It seems like wherever Dong Qingyuan goes, he brings trouble with him. Pei Mingxuan only has a faint feeling about this now, but even he can't be sure if it's true. After all, saying such contradictory things is indeed not uncommon, and if Dong Qingyuan is really a troublemaker, then what does that make people like himself?
"People are always so weird, sometimes they think it's good to think about it, and sometimes they think too much and get a headache." Yuan Shuhuan has never been fond of thinking, even if he does think, it's only about things that interest him. As for external things, Yuan Shuhuan doesn't have much interest in them, especially not now.
"You once told me to go with the flow, but now you've forgotten yourself." Inside and outside the bureau were indeed different, and Pei Mingxuan couldn't help but feel a little sentimental. Unfortunately, some things still couldn't be let known to Yuan Shuheng, or else he might just destroy himself and others. Especially in his current state of mind, it was clear that Yuan Shuheng mustn't know.
"I won't say anything more, I'm going to sleep." As today has already dawned, Yuan Shuhuan was also getting a bit tired. Originally, her body wasn't good and she needed more rest time than ordinary people, but unfortunately, when busy, there was no such condition. Yuan Shuhuan could only say that it was bad luck, who made her want to earn money to support her family?
Yuan Shuhan sometimes thought, if his father hadn't passed away, how would things be? Probably he wouldn't have had this strange encounter today, and Father should be at peace knowing that! Or maybe Father would worry even more after knowing? Yuan Shuhan couldn't be certain, for while enjoying wealth and glory, there were also infinite dangers, weren't there?
"Sleep." Pei Mingxuan's mouth curved into a doting smile, like the warm rays of sunshine at dawn, gentle yet with a hint of coolness. This time, Yuan Shuhuan slept very well, all the way until the next morning. When he woke up, Pei Mingxuan was slightly worried, but after taking his pulse, he felt that Yuan Shuhuan's pulse was stable, and only then did he let him rest.
After Yuan Shu Huan woke up, he seemed to have a few more clear-headed moments. This sleep should be the body's self-repair after extreme fatigue. Deep sleep has always been the best time for physical repair, as it allows oneself to regulate one's internal bodily functions. Although Pei Ming Xuan appeared to have moved out of the mansion, in reality, he had actually moved into his own room.
Looking at Pei Mingxuan with his eyes tightly closed, Yuan Shuheng's mouth corners involuntarily rose. It seems that facing such a morning, Pei Mingxuan still feels a bit uneasy, but what's there to worry about? Having slept for a day and night, he should be hungry by now. His body had just recovered, don't let himself mess it up again.
Pei Mingxuan's body had been plagued by many hidden ailments, but thanks to Yuan Shuhuan, they were all cleared up this time. Just like a machine needs maintenance, the human body is no exception. It reminded him that he hadn't cooked for himself in a long time, so today he decided to cook something for Pei Mingxuan.
Yu Shu Han had just walked out of the door when Pei Ming Xuan opened his eyes, with a warm smile at the bottom. Today was one of their most harmonious mornings as a couple, and even though Yu Shu Han knew he should be pretending to sleep, he still moved quietly, making Pei Ming Xuan feel like he couldn't help but love him more.