We have nothing to do with each other in terms of love

  "It's alright..." Guan Yanxi's fists were clenched tightly, a smile lifted the corners of her lips, but tears blurred her eyes, "I understand."

  Some cruel words... Guan Yanxi didn't have the courage to listen any further.

  At this moment, Guan Yan's appearance was as disheveled as a thief who had been caught, as if... she had stolen something from the woman in front of her, and now... she had to endure the awkwardness and embarrassment of being found out by the owner of the thing.

  "Miss Guan... let's talk, I really want to talk to you..." said Yan Smoke, "Xiao... take the two kids on the car first."

  Guan Yan already admired Guan Yun's demeanor, she was facing her husband's mistress... and could still be so elegant and magnanimous, she didn't have the courage to hear Guan Yun tell her to leave Tang Xiao again, not even a bit of courage.

  In the drizzle, Guan Yanzhi was shivering, and in Guan Yanzhi's eyes, she looked so fragile... so fragile that Guan Yanzhi felt that if he just kept looking, it would be a blasphemy against God's will. He stepped forward... to hold an umbrella for Guan Yanzhi, blocking out the drizzle and the light of the street lamps.

  Guan Yan's gaze was fixed on the solitary wisp of smoke that was about the same height as herself, her tears... were like pearls cut off from their string.

  Tang Xiao sent the two children onto the bus, but stood at the door... her hand tightly grasping the door handle, hesitating to get on.

  The light was blocked by the umbrella, he couldn't see Guan Yan's sorrowful expression or her painful tears, but... this made his heart ache even more.

  Gu Yan's eyes fluttered open as a delicate handkerchief was gently pressed against his forehead, wiping away the raindrops that clung to his hair. The soft smile on her face made him feel warm inside.

  The rain... suddenly grew heavier, as if the heavens were trying to match Guan Yan's current mood. The raindrops pattered loudly on her umbrella, hurting her heart.

  "Guān Yán Qiāo..." The sound of Guān Yán Qiāo's voice was warm and calm, without the hysterical madness of knowing her husband had an affair, without the furious frenzy of facing a third person, calm... it made Guān Yán Qiāo feel like she was about to be torn apart by guilt.

  "I...I don't know..." Guan Yanhong clenched her fists to calm herself, but her voice was still shaking badly...She felt that she should apologize to the woman in front of her...Even if she didn't know that Tang Xiao was married, didn't know that Tang Xiao had a child, but she still intervened in someone else's family...But who would pay for her heartache?! Who could she blame?!

  Sorry, the three words were on the tip of her tongue... However, Guan Yanrou hesitated and didn't say them out loud, fearing that she would burst into tears in front of Gong Yuxian.

  She stood alone in front of herself, wanting to... return Tang Xiao's love in a humiliating manner?! But that would be like tearing out her heart! Guan Yan Fei didn't know how to utter the words "I'm sorry"... it was equivalent to returning Tang Xiao's love, and she had no idea how to stand strong.

  "I know... The lonely smoke is the most heart-wrenching, actually... things are exactly as they seem. Tang Xiao's suffering is all his own doing, because back then... when he decided to do this, I advised him against it, but he was resolute."

  Now that things have developed to this point... it's because he fell in love with Guan Yanruo despite knowing she was his sister, so his pain is not worth mentioning. The most innocent one is Guan Yanruo, who has done almost nothing, but simply fell in love with someone who deliberately made her fall in love with him.

  "I know you don't know that Tang Xiao got married, and also don't know... that Tang Xiao has two children." Gu Yan's lips curled up as he helped Guan Yan wipe away her tears, "I already knew."

  Gu Yan's eyes welled up with tears as Gu Yun spoke, and she let out a low sob, covering her lips tightly... She looked down, not daring to look at Gu Yun.

  So... Tang Xiao's wife was such a woman? No wonder... Tang Xiao would let himself see his family today.

  "Guān Yán Xiāo, there's something you must know..." Yuān smoke curled up at the corner of his lips, "Táng Xiāo... the one I love is you."

  Her face was as stiff as if she had been electrocuted, a wife... how could she calmly tell someone that her husband loved another person?

  "But we have a family... with two children, the children need their mother... all children need an intact family, I think... you should understand this more than anyone else." Yuanyan smiled wryly and said, "Please forgive me for saying this, from the time before Tang Xiao and I were together, I often heard Tang Xiao mention you, so I have some knowledge of your situation."

  Guan Yan Hong raised her head and looked at Gu Yin, the smile on her lips still gentle, even though... she knew that her husband loved not her. What kind of woman was Tang Xiao's wife?

  "Originally... Tang Xiao wanted to divorce me, he wanted to settle everything before you and your current husband divorced, it was I who begged him...” Gu Yan Smoke also understood women, so she could understand the pain and guilt in Guan Yan's eyes. In order for Guan Yan not to suffer so much, there was only one way to transform her guilt into his own guilt towards her, so that her heart could still be comforted.

  Guan Yan's pain wasn't so painful...so Tang Xiao's pain wouldn't be so painful either.

  "Tang Xiao also grew up without a mother, so... he was finally convinced by me, for the sake of the child." Gu Yan smiled and wiped away Guan Yan's tears again, "It was I who took Tang Xiao away from you, it wasn't your fault..."

  Guan Yanrou shook her head vigorously... It wasn't like that, they already had a child, they were already married... They were husband and wife while she and Tang Xiao were nothing.

  All I have in common with him are memories of the past, while Gu Yan and Tang Xiao have two living children. Don't these two living children deserve more persuasive power than those fixed memories?

  Those two children are clearly telling Guan Yanxi: you... are the third party, you... have intervened in our family.

  "I know... the two of you love each other very much, but we all know... when it comes to a battle between love and family ties, family ties often win out, so Tang Xiao can only choose to give up on you." The words from Gu Yan's mouth were like a sharp pain, not just piercing Gou Yanruo's heart, but also her own.

  If Tang Xiao could hear this sentence... she would probably understand why Gu Yan left the bloody business world and went home to become a good mother.

  "Mom... I'm sleepy..." The girl yawned and called out to Lonely Smoke through the window.

  "Go back, Guan Yanxi... it's cold outside..." said Youyan Yaqing with a light smile.

  Going back...... Guan Yanrou didn't know how to go back, all her strength seemed to have been drained away... She was biting her teeth and using the last bit of her strength to barely stand here.

  "Guān Yán Hóng... We should all be a bit selfish, we should love ourselves more than anything else... That way, life will be easier." Guān Yán Hóng finished speaking and handed the umbrella to Guān Yán Hóng's hands before turning around and leaving.

  Then, when Tang Xiao's car started to leave, the umbrella... slipped from Guan Yanxi's hand.

  Tang Xiao gazed at Guan Yan Fei standing stiffly in the rain through the rearview mirror... and the black umbrella that had fallen beside her, his eyes reddening.

  He gripped the steering wheel tightly, with a million apologies to Guan Yanchen in his heart... but he didn't know where to start.

  All he can do for Guan Yue now is to leave her world and never appear again.

  "What did you say to her?" Tang Xiao finally asked.

  Gu Yan smiled lightly and pulled the two children closer to himself, saying in a low voice: "I told her that since Tang Xiao is the father of the two children, those two children... are his continuation of life. Therefore... people are all selfish, we love ourselves more than anything else."

  The lonely smoke seemed to be speaking to herself, she finished with a light smile and kissed the foreheads of her two children, then turned her head to look out at the heavy rain outside.

  The torrential rain... had soaked through Guan Yan's entire body, cold... leaving him at a loss for what to do.

  Jiang Shen's car stopped at the corner, he stood under the tree watching as Guan Yanruo disappeared from view in Tang Xiao's car, then slowly squatted down and hugged his knees, bursting into tears.

  She was like a child abandoned by the whole world.

  The streetlights were like spotlights... exposing Guan Yan's disheveled appearance to the whole world in the darkness, leaving her alone and vulnerable.

  Jiang Shen finally couldn't bear to watch anymore, he held up his umbrella and stepped forward, stopping behind Guan Yanrou, shielding her from the heavy rain...and the light.

  Guan Yan's eyes welled up with tears as she raised her head, her gaze meeting Jiang Shen's resolute face... Tears burst forth again, and she let out a loud wail, releasing the sorrow in her heart like a child.

  How can Tang Xiao be so cruel to himself?!

  He's already married... So when he first appeared, he should have told himself why... Why did he want to get close to him? ! And there are already three other people by his side... There is no place for Guan Yanhong!

  Why be so hard on yourself?!

  If I had known it would end up like this... Guan Yanxi would rather have Tang Xiao disappear from her world than suffer such agony, suffocating in pain...

  However, Jiang Shen and Tang Xiao both wanted Guan Yanruo to experience a painful heartbreak once, so that she would no longer have any lingering feelings.

  But... it really hurts, it really hurts...

  Jiang Shen squatted down, lifted his hands and wrapped Guan Yanrou's drenched body in his arms, as if he wanted to give her all the warmth of his own... warming up her icy body.

  Listening to Guan Yanxi's crying, Jiang Shen's heart was broken, but... he didn't know how to comfort her, although... he had thought it through before, now he couldn't do anything.

  "Alright......" Jiang Shen rubbed Gou Yanxi's arm, "Alright...... don't cry anymore, we're going home......"

  "Ginger... Ginger Shěn, don't... don't bother me, let me... be alone..." Guān Yán Hóng cried until she was out of breath.

  Now Guan Yanrou didn't want to go back yet, she didn't want Yan Ruhua to see her in this state.

  But Jiang Shen wouldn't care whether Guan Yanrou agreed or disagreed. If things went on like this... Guan Yanrou would surely catch a cold and have a fever!

  He grasped Guan Yanrou with one hand and pulled her up with a tough attitude, dragging her to the car without saying a word.

  "Jiang Shen... let me go!" Guan Yanhong struggled.

  But how could Jiang Shen let Guan Yan Rong ruin her own body like this.

  She was like this...... Jiang Shen was so heartbroken! He opened the car door and was about to push Guan Yanruo in.

  "Let me go! Jiang Shen... don't interfere with me!" Guan Yan Hong was originally a weak and delicate woman, her wrist was pinched by the iron pliers until it turned white.

  "Mind your own business!"

  Guan Yanxi suddenly found the strength to break free from Jiang Shen, causing him to stumble backward and fall to the ground. She also knocked the umbrella out of his hand...

  Guan Yan's hands were scorched as she supported herself on the ground... a burning pain shot through her palms, and tears fell like broken pearls, she sobbed out loud.

  "Guān Yán Hóng, can't you have some self-respect?!" Jiāng Shèn didn't care that he was getting soaked in the rain, and rushed over to grab Guān Yán Hóng, pulling her tightly into his arms. "What's so great about a man?!"

  "Leave me alone! Tang Xiao doesn't want me anymore... Nobody wants me! Don't bother with me! Leave me alone!" Guan Yanhong's voice was shrill, she struggled to push away Jiang Shen but could only be powerless.

  "I want you!" Jiang Shen exerted himself to hold Guan Yanrou in his arms, using all his might to shout, "I want you, Guan Yanrou! Even if the whole world doesn't want you, I want you! I, Jiang Shen, want you!"

  Guan Yan's eyes trembled at Jiang Shen's words, and she slowly calmed down...

  Guan Yanrou's eyes widened, and tears streamed out, mingling with the rain on her cheeks, making it impossible for her to distinguish between them.

  Jiang Shen saw that Guan Yanrou had calmed down, and he slowly relaxed his grip, lowering his head to meet Guan Yanrou's gaze.

  It was astonishing... or shocking, Guan Yanrou stared blankly at Jiang Shen, her eyes sour... tears gushed out again, and she burst into sobs with her small hands tightly clasped in front of Jiang Shen's chest.

  Looking at Guan Yan's delicate features twisted in pain, Jiang Shen's heart was about to break.

  "Jiang Shen... do you want me? Are you comforting me?" Guan Yan Qi cried so sorrowfully, it broke Jiang Shen's heart.

  Jiang Shen didn't know what kind of words to use to comfort Guan Yan Fei, so he gritted his teeth and kissed her fiercely on the cheek.

  "Uh..." Guan Yan's hands were tightly clasped around Jiang Shen's wrists, she struggled to pull back, but ended up retreating onto the car.

  Jiang Shen didn't give Jiang Guan Yan Hong any chance to retreat, he pressed her down on the car and kissed her... like a stormy rain.

  In the wind and rain, Jiang Shen almost kissed Guan Yanxi to suffocation.

  His tongue invaded her mouth, their saliva mingling... He didn't give Guan Yanxi any chance to breathe.

  The overbearing man swept through every inch of her mouth, kissing forcefully, as if to suck out all of Guan Yan's sorrow... and soul.

  His kiss... made Guan Yan's body tremble with fear, her lower abdomen tightening uncontrollably...

  Guan Yan's lips tightly clasped Jiang Shen's wrist, and she responded to his kiss... Her lip trembled slightly, and the small tongue weakly entwined with Jiang Shen.

  It was as if the pain in her heart urgently needed a vent, under Jiang Shen's leadership... Guan Yanhong went crazy.

  He tightly grasped Jiang Shen's neck and strangled him to death.

  Lips and teeth collided, and in both of their mouths was a strong metallic taste.

  Well... nobody is willing to relax.

  It's as if only this way can alleviate some of the pain in Guan Yan's heart.

  Bai Yi rushed over and saw this scene in front of him, hiding aside and watching without daring to speak.

  What's going on?!

  Bai Yi blinked her big eyes, does this mean... Lao Da and Guan Yanrou are together?

  But why did the two of them run all the way here when they're not even at home?! And in such heavy rain?!

  That kiss, as if for a century...

  The two of them were panting heavily again.

  So Tang Xiao can only choose to give up on you now.

  The words of Gu Yan's sentence kept echoing in her mind over and over again...

  Tang Xiao can only choose to give up on you... Tang Xiao gives up on you! Tang Xiao... didn't want himself after all! So Tang Xiao chose to leave, huh?

  Tang Xiao who cut off his own right hand for himself... Tang Xiao who always followed behind him, saying he wanted to let him walk by his side...

  Unexpectedly abandoned by oneself!

  Even Tang Xiao doesn't want me anymore... Then who in this world would still want me?!

  I want you, Guan Yu Rou! Even if the whole world doesn't want you, I want you! I, Jiang Shen, want you!

  Is ginger okay?

  Guan Yan's tears surged even more, Jiang Shen's words were comforting or deceiving, but at this moment... the only one who could make her feel like she still had a heartbeat was actually Jiang Shen!

  Who said you can have your own ginger?!

  Jiang Shen's kiss did not suck away Guan Yanrou's sorrow, but made her cry even more painfully. She raised her head and looked at Jiang Shen with those eyes that were sad to the extreme, and opened her mouth to say: "Jiang Shen... take me!"

  Jiang Shenyi was taken aback, his hands on the car body slowly clenched into fists, and his eyes turned a deep crimson.

  Jiang Shen knew... It was because Guan Yanxi had been hurt to the extreme, so she would say such things to herself.

  Is she really willing to indulge in decadence and debauchery or does she truly want to be with herself?

  Jiang Shen is more inclined towards the former.

  Looking at Jiang Shen's unresponsive face, Guan Yanrou cried even more sorrowfully. Her trembling voice was filled with uncontrollable grief: "You also... don't want me, do you?"

  The whole world... really doesn't want Guan Yanzhi!

  Chest tightness and suffocating pain.

  "I want you!" Jiang Shen replied firmly. "I said... even if the whole world doesn't want you, I want you! As long as it's you!"

  Even if it's... for Guan Yan's sake, Jiang Shen still agreed in one breath.

  "White E!" Jiang Shen's eyes turned red as he shouted.

  "Here!" Bai Yi hastily stood up.

  Jiang Shen's eyes stared fixedly at Guan Yanru as he tossed his car keys to Bai Yi: "Drive my car back!"

  "Oh...... okay!" Bai Yi looked at his boss and Guan Yan Fei with some confusion, picked up the key with a dazed expression, what was going on here?

  After finishing speaking, Jiang Shen opened the car door for Guan Yanhong: "Get in!"

  Guan Yan's small hand was still tightly grasping Jiang Shen's wrist, her throat moving.

  "Get on!" Jiang Shen said again.

  In the end, under Bai Yi's watchful eyes, Jiang Shen drove away with Guan Yanxi.

  The two did not return to Jiang's house, and Jiang Shen took Guan Yanzhi to a hotel.

  As soon as they entered the hotel room...the two of them kissed each other.

  I don't know if it's because of being drenched and too cold or because of fear... Guan Yanrou's whole body was trembling.

  Guan Yan's kiss was rough and fierce, and Jiang Shen's lips collided with hers... The sweet and savory flavor spread again in the mouths of the two.

  Tonight's Guan Yanzhi doesn't seem like Guan Yanzhi, she has indulged in her sorrow... allowing herself to sink and fall.

  It seems that this is the only way to be less heartbroken and less painful.

  Jiang Shen was kissed by Guan Yanrou, he couldn't hold back, he suddenly pressed Guan Yanrou against the wall, the hot air sprayed on Guan Yanrou's face, he stared at Guan Yanrou without blinking: "Guan Yanrou... you can still regret now."

  A thousand dividing lines

  PS: Today's update is here, Qianqian's eyes saw the doctor yesterday... After resting for a night, it still hurts like yesterday, thank you all for your concern. Seeing the messages makes Qianqian feel warm in her heart, thank you all... Qianqian has finished updating and needs to rest again, will respond to comments when she feels better. Currently, Qianqian doesn't dare to look at the computer for a long time, love you all... Qianqian saw every single comment.