The arm went off at 5:30 AM, but Mara Soto had been awake for twenty minutes already. Her internal clock had adjusted to the moon's rhythm months ago, making conventional timekeeping feel arbitrary. She y still for a moment, listening to the sounds of the mansion coming alive around her, footsteps on hardwood floors, the distant murmur of voices, the smell of coffee drifting up from the kitchen three stories below.
She rolled out of bed and moved to the window. The grounds of the estate stretched out before her, perfectly manicured wns giving way to the dense woods of the state park beyond.
Mara caught her reflection in the window gss, dark hair still mussed from sleep, brown skin that showed her mixed heritage in the morning light. The shower was scalding hot, the way she liked it now. Her skin could handle temperatures that would have sent her to the ER years ago, another reminder she wasn't entirely human anymore.
She let the water beat against her shoulders, washing away the restlessness that always came with dawn.Her badge sat on the bathroom counter where she'd left it the night before. Detective Mara Soto, NYPD. The gold shield caught the light, reflecting her face in warped fragments.
By six, she was in the mansion's gym, working through a routine that would have killed her before the change. Her altered endurance seemed endless, but she still adhered to human limits. Control was everything. Losing it meant losing herself, and she'd seen what happened to wolves who forgot they were still people.
"You're up early."
Marcus appeared in the doorway, already dressed in the security uniform that marked him as one of Thorne's people. He was one of the first strays she'd met after her own change, bitten five years ago by a rogue wolf who'd disappeared before Marcus even finished healing. Now he helped manage the others, the lost ones who filtered in from across the city and beyond.
"Same time as always," Mara said, not breaking rhythm on the rowing machine.
"Thorne wants to see you before you leave."
She paused mid-stroke. "What about?"
"Didn't say. But he had that look."
Mara knew the look Marcus meant. Thorne got it when the human world and the pack world were about to collide in ways that required careful management. As the only member of the pack who still held a badge, she usually found herself caught in the middle of those collisions.
"Tell him I'll be up in twenty."
Marcus nodded and disappeared, leaving her alone with the weights and mirrors. She pushed through another set of pull-ups, watching her form in the reflection. Everything about her looked normal, human. It was only when she let the wolf rise that her eyes changed color, that her teeth grew sharp, that her nails became cws. The rest of the time, she was just Detective Soto, trying to do her job while carrying a secret that could destroy her career.
The younger strays were in the kitchen when she finished her workout, clustered around the massive isnd that dominated the center of the room. They looked up when she entered, Jamie and Alex, both barely out of their teens when they were turned, and Sarah, who couldn't be more than sixteen now. All of them carried the same haunted expression that came with forced transformation.
But there was someone new sitting apart from the group, hunched over an untouched pte of eggs. “Danny Reeves, nineteen, had been changed two years ago behind a Vilge club. He woke in a hospital bed days ter, his attacker gone, his body no longer his own.
"Morning, Mom," Alex said with a grin that didn't quite hide the worry in his eyes.
Mara had stopped correcting them months ago. She wasn't old enough to be anyone's mother, but she was the closest thing to family most of them had left. Their real families were back in whatever cities they'd fled from, grieving children they thought were dead or worse.
"Sleep okay?" she asked, pouring herself coffee from the industrial-sized pot that was always brewing.
"Better," Sarah said quietly. She'd only been with them for three weeks, and the nightmares were still frequent. "I didn't change st night."
"That's progress." Mara squeezed the girl's shoulder. "It gets easier."
It was a lie, but a necessary one. Control did get easier with practice, but some aspects never changed. They were all broken things, held together by pack bonds and stubborn determination.
She looked over at Danny, who hadn't acknowledged her presence. His hands were shaking as he stared at his food.
"Danny," she said softly, moving to sit across from him. "When's the st time you ate?"
He looked up at her with hollow eyes. "I can't. Everything tastes like..." He shuddered. "Like cardboard mixed with metal. And the smell of cooking meat makes me want to throw up."
"It's normal," Mara said, though she remembered how terrifying it had been when her own senses had started changing. "Your body is adjusting. The heightened smell and taste are overwhelming at first."
"I called my mom yesterday," Danny whispered, his voice cracking. "Told her I was okay, that I was staying with friends. She started crying and said she missed me. I almost... I almost went home.""But you didn't."
"No. Because I can hear her heartbeat through the phone now. I can smell her perfume from three blocks away when I walk past our neighborhood. What if I lose control? What if I hurt her?"
The question hung in the air like a physical weight. It was the fear that haunted all of them, the reason most strays ended up cutting ties with their human lives completely. The wolf brought strength, speed, and senses beyond comprehension, but it also brought hunger and rage that could turn deadly in an instant.
"You won't," Mara said firmly. "Not if you don't want to."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because you're here. Because when you felt the change coming, you ran toward help instead of toward the people you might hurt. That tells me everything I need to know about who you are."
Danny's shoulders shook, and for a moment she thought he might break down entirely. Instead, he picked up his fork and took a small bite of eggs. His face twisted with distaste, but he chewed and swallowed.
"The meat cravings will start soon," Alex said quietly. "Raw meat. It's... it's hard to expin to humans."
"I don't want this," Danny said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I want my old life back. I want to taste pizza again and sleep through the night and not feel like I'm going crazy every time the moon gets bright."
Mara reached across the table and covered his hand with hers. "I know. We all want that. But this is the hand we've been dealt, and we can either fold or learn to py it better than anyone expects."
"You're a cop," Danny said suddenly, as if just remembering. "How do you do it? How do you work with humans every day, knowing what you could do to them?"
It was a question she'd asked herself countless times over the past years. "The same way human cops do it. The same way human doctors and teachers, and parents do it. I choose every day to be better than my worst impulses."
Jamie was reading something on his tablet, his expression troubled. "There's another story about you in the Post."
"Let me guess. More specution about my 'unusual survival rate'?"
"Worse. They're calling you cursed. Says any cop who works with you is asking for trouble."
Mara felt her jaw clench. The stories had started after an incident years ago, a bust gone wrong that left cops dead and her as the only survivor. The official report bmed poor intelligence and bad luck. The truth was more complicated. She'd survived because bullets that would have killed her human colleagues barely slowed her down long enough to heal. She'd survived because her senses had warned her about the ambush seconds before it happened. She'd survived because she wasn't entirely human anymore. It wasn't the first time she had been the only survivor of a mission gone wrong, just the most publicized.
"Don't read that garbage," she told Jamie, but she could smell the concern on all of them. They understood better than anyone what it meant to be caught between worlds.
"Maybe you should quit," Danny said suddenly. "Come back here, help us full-time. You don't need their approval."The suggestion hit harder than it should have. There were days when the idea of walking away from the badge felt like a relief. No more suspicious colleagues, no more Internal Affairs investigations, no more bancing on the knife's edge between human and wolf.
But then she thought about the cases that would go unsolved, the victims who wouldn't get justice, the other supernatural beings in the city who relied on her to bridge the gap between their world and the human authorities.
"The job matters," she said finally. "Not the recognition, not the medals they pin on your chest. The work itself. Every case I close, every victim who gets justice, every monster I put behind bars... that's worth more than their approval."
Sarah was watching her with the kind of intensity that marked all the young wolves. "You really believe that?""I have to. Otherwise, what's the point of any of this?"
Her phone buzzed, a text from Captain Morrison. Need to see you first thing. Important.
Mara's stomach dropped. Morrison had been supportive since her return to active duty, but even his patience had limits. If Internal Affairs was making another push to strip her commendations, he'd have to take it seriously.
"I need to go see Thorne," she announced, draining her coffee cup.
She paused at the doorway, looking back at Danny. "Eat something. Even if it tastes like cardboard. Your body needs fuel, and fighting the wolf takes energy."
The alpha's office was on the first floor of the mansion, with windows that looked out over the entire estate. Thorne was waiting for her behind his desk, a man in his fifties with prematurely gray hair and the kind of presence that made even other predators nervous. He'd been born to wealth and power, but the bite had given him something beyond either.
Mara took the chair across from him, noting the tension in his shoulders. Whatever this was about, it wasn't good news.
"The NYPD Internal Affairs Division has been asking questions," Thorne said finally.
"About my commendations. I know."
"Not just your commendations." He looked up, his eyes holding flecks of gold that meant the wolf was close to the surface. "They've been asking about your living situation. Your associations. They know you're not living at the address on file. You’re becoming quite the public figure."
Mara's blood went cold. She'd been careful to keep her official residence listed as her small apartment in Queens, visiting regurly enough to maintain the illusion. But if Internal Affairs was digging deeper...
"How much do they know?"
"Not enough. Yet. But they're persistent, and they have backing from higher up the chain. Someone wants you gone, Mara."
She wasn't surprised. There were cops in the department who'd never forgiven her for surviving when ‘better’ officers had died. Others who resented her rapid rise through the ranks, the commendations that had come with those survival stories. And now there were whispers about what she really was, rumors that she was somehow different, dangerous.
"What do you want me to do?"
Thorne leaned back in his chair. "Be careful. Watch your back. And if things get too hot..."
"I'm not abandoning my badge."
"Your badge won't protect you if they decide you're a threat to human officers."
She left the mansion at seven-thirty, driving her unmarked sedan through the morning traffic toward Brooklyn. The precinct house rose before her like a fortress of red brick and institutional cynicism. She'd walked through these doors hundreds of times, but tely it felt more like entering hostile territory.
The desk sergeant barely looked up when she badged in. Officer Riley, standing nearby, made a show of stepping out of her path. The message was clear; some people thought she was bad luck, and they weren't taking chances.Captain Morrison's office was on the second floor, behind a door that bore the scars of decades of police work. He was on the phone when she knocked, but waved her in anyway.
"...don't care what the Commissioner thinks," he was saying into the receiver. "Detective Soto is one of my best officers, and I won't stand for this witch hunt."
Mara felt a surge of gratitude mixed with guilt. Morrison was fighting for her; she hoped he didn't end up catching any kind of backsh for defending her.
He hung up and turned to face her. Morrison was in his te fifties, with the kind of weathered face that came from three decades of dealing with the worst humanity had to offer. He'd been her captain for two years, and one of the few people in the department who'd never treated her differently after the warehouse incident.
"Sit down, Detective."
The formal address meant this was official business. Mara took the chair across from his desk, trying to read his expression.
"IA is escating their investigation," he said without preamble. "They're not just questioning your commendations anymore. They want access to your medical records, your financial history, your personal associations."
"On what grounds?"
"They're ciming pattern recognition. Too many survivals, too many coincidences. They think you might be compromised somehow."
Compromised. It was a careful word choice, but Mara heard the implications. They suspected she was either corrupt or crazy, and either way, she was a liability.
"What kind of timeline are we looking at?"
"Weeks, maybe less. They have political backing now; some of the families from the warehouse incident have been pushing for answers. The Commissioner is feeling pressure from above."
Morrison leaned forward, his expression softening slightly. "Mara, I need you to understand what's happening here. This isn't just about your record anymore. There are people in this department, in this city, who are scared of you. They don't understand how you keep walking away from situations that kill other cops."
"I do my job."
"I know you do. But that's not enough for them. They want expnations, and if they don't get satisfactory ones..." He trailed off, but she could fill in the bnks.
Mara felt something cold and hard settle in her chest. She'd always known this day might come, the moment when her two worlds would collide so completely that she'd have to choose between them.
"What do you need from me?" she asked.
"Complete transparency. Full cooperation with the investigation. And maybe..." Morrison hesitated. "Maybe consider taking a leave of absence until this blows over."
The suggestion hit her like a physical blow. Leave of absence. Administrative duty. It was cop speak for 'we're benching you until we figure out if you're dirty.'
"Captain, with respect, I've given this department everything I have. I've bled for this badge, I've put my life on the line more times than I can count, and I've never once compromised an investigation or failed to do my duty."
"I know that. But the brass doesn't care about duty right now. They care about perception, and the perception is that you're somehow different. Dangerous."
Mara stood up, her hands clenched into fists at her sides. The wolf stirred beneath her skin, responding to the threat, the injustice. For a moment, she let it rise just enough to feel the strength it offered, the certainty that she could solve all her problems with violence if she chose.
Then she pushed it back down and met Morrison's eyes.
"Tell Internal Affairs they can have their investigation. Tell them they can dig through my medical records and my bank statements and my grocery receipts for all I care. And when they're done finding nothing, tell them they can take their suspicions and their witch hunt and shove them somewhere the sun doesn't shine."
Morrison raised an eyebrow. "And the commendations?"
"They can shove those too. I didn't become a cop for the medals, Captain. I became a cop to serve and protect, and that's exactly what I'm going to keep doing, with or without their approval."
She turned toward the door, then paused. "For what it's worth, I appreciate you fighting for me. But don't put your career on the line for mine. This department needs good captains more than it needs controversial detectives. At least they can’t take my badge. Not even those asses would try firing me based on race… small victories, eh?”

