The battlefield lay strewn with the bodies of the fallen, a grim testament to the day's struggle. I surveyed the carnage with a heavy heart, knowing each lost life was a devastating blow to our already diminished forces.

  Siegfried approached, his wizened face etched with concern.

  “Kaelitz,” he said gravely, placing a weathered hand on my shoulder. “It was hard work you did.”

  I nodded solemnly, unable to tear my gaze from the lifeless form of Duclaire littering the blood-soaked earth.

  “It was not enough,” I replied, my voice hoarse from shouting commands over the clamor of battle.

  Siegfried squeezed my shoulder, a gesture of solidarity amidst the desolation.

  “You fought with courage and honor, as befits a captain of the Holy Valtorean Empire. The men who di—”

  “I’m not worried about the men,” I said.

  I gazed into the distance, gripping my saber, then glanced back at Siegfried.

  “The politics. That’s what I’m worried about.”

  I turned to face him fully, my brow furrowed with the weight of my concerns.

  “It’s clear to me now. Since the beginning, I have been nothing but a pawn. What is going on here, at the heart of the matter? Duclaire and von L?we at each other’s throat. The accusations of heresy and treason…”

  Siegfried’s weathered visage grew somber, his eyes darkening with unspoken knowledge.

  “What are you implying?”

  I clenched my jaw, a simmering anger rising within me.

  “Duclaire was my mentor, Siegfried. A man of honor, when I knew him.” I shook my head, unable to finish the thought. “Now—dark sorcerers, rebels—what else lies at the heart of Baltiva? What else do I not know?”

  Siegfried’s face grew stern, his eyes flashing with warning and resolve. He grasped my shoulders firmly, his voice low and urgent.

  “Kaelitz, you must stop this line of questioning at once. The Empire is facing grave threats from all sides, and we cannot afford to sow seeds of doubt among our ranks.”

  I opened my mouth to protest, but Siegfried cut me off with a sharp gesture.

  “Listen to me carefully, young Kaelitz. Von L?we is a loyal servant of the Empire who has dedicated his life to protecting our people from the dark forces that threaten to engulf us. To suggest that he is in league with the Goetics is absurd and treasonous.”

  I felt a flicker of uncertainty, my resolve wavering under Siegfried’s words. Could I have been mistaken? Was my grief over Duclaire’s betrayal clouding my judgment?

  Siegfried must have sensed my hesitation, for his grip on my shoulders tightened.

  “You are a man of the Valtorean Empire, Kaelitz.”

  As Siegfried spoke, I noticed something peculiar on his arm—a jagged symbol peeking beneath his torn sleeve. It was the same symbol I had seen etched into the stone walls of the castle we had burned down mere days ago.

  Seeing it sent a chill down my spine.

  I narrowed my eye, studying the symbol more closely. The harsh, angular lines seemed to pulse with malevolent energy, as if imbued with some dark power. As a soldier of the Empire, I had seen many strange and unsettling things, but this symbol was unlike anything I had encountered before.

  “Siegfried,” I said slowly, my voice low and cautious. “What is that mark on your arm?”

  The knight’s eyes widened, and he quickly pulled his sleeve down to cover the symbol.

  “It’s nothing,” he said gruffly, avoiding my gaze. “Just an old battle scar.”

  But I knew he was lying. The way he had reacted—the flicker of fear in his eyes—it was clear that the symbol held some deeper meaning, some secret he was desperate to keep hidden.

  His hand went to his blade.

  In a flash, I drew my sword, the rasp of steel against the scabbard ringing out in the tense silence. Siegfried’s eyes narrowed, his weathered face twisting into a scowl.

  “Stand down, Kaelitz,” he growled. “You don’t know what you’re doing.”

  “I know enough,” I retorted, my voice cold as the winter wind. “That mark on your arm—I’ve seen it before. In a den of sorcery and darkness, where the very air reeked of evil.”

  Siegfried let out a harsh bark of laughter, a sound devoid of joy.

  “You think you’ve stumbled upon some grand conspiracy? You know nothing of the true nature of this war.”

  I tightened my grip on my saber, the weight of it steadying my resolve.

  “Then enlighten me, Siegfried. What is the true nature of this war? What secrets have been kept from me?”

  Siegfried’s eyes glinted with a dangerous light, his hand tightening on the hilt of his blade.

  “The secrets I keep are not mine to share, Kaelitz. They are the Empire’s secrets, and are kept for good reason.”

  I shook my head, unwilling to back down.

  “The Empire’s secrets? Or the secrets of those using dark sorcery to further their ends? I have seen too much, Siegfried. The Goetics, the rebels—they are all connected somehow. And now, that mark on your arm…”

  Siegfried’s face hardened, his jaw clenching with barely contained fury.

  “You dare to question my loyalty? After all I have done and sacrificed for the Empire?”

  “I question everything now,” I replied, my voice heavy with the weight of my suspicions. “Duclaire’s betrayal has shown me that nothing is as it seems. Not even those I once trusted with my life.”

  We stood locked in a tense standoff for a long moment, our blades poised to strike. The men of the Forlorn Hope stood by, and the knights of the Order stood ready.

  How could I even take on several Order knights—presumably alone? My mind raced, searching for a way out of this impossible situation. I could not hope to defeat them all in open combat.

  But I didn’t need to.

  I had to outlast.

  I stood my ground, refusing to be cowed.

  “Then tell me, Siegfried. What is this game? Who are the players?”

  Siegfried laughed, a harsh, grating sound.

  “You think I would reveal such things to you? A mere captain, a loyal dog of the Empire? No, Kaelitz. You are not worthy of such knowledge.”

  He lunged forward, his blade flashing toward my throat.

  But I was ready.

  I parried the blow, the steel clash ringing across the battlefield. Another knight stepped forward, swinging at me with a greatsword sparkling with magic. I leaped back, narrowly avoiding the enchanted blade as it cleaved the air inches from my face. The heat from the magic seared my skin.

  I countered with a thrust of my saber, aiming for a gap in the knight’s armor, but he deflected it with unnatural speed.

  Then Siegfried was on me again, his blade a blur of steel as he rained down a flurry of blows. I parried frantically, my arms aching with the effort of turning aside his relentless assault.

  “You—kill them all!” shouted Siegfried to the rest of the knights. “Don’t let a single one of them get away.”

  I heard the shouts of alarm and clashing steel erupt behind me as the knights of the Order fell upon my men. But I couldn’t spare a glance, locked in a desperate duel with Siegfried. His eyes blazed with fanatical fervor as he pressed his attack, driving me back with the sheer ferocity of his bladework.

  “You cannot win, Kaelitz!” he snarled, punctuating each word with a crushing blow. “The Empire will prevail, and all who stand against it will be destroyed. Once and for all!”

  I gritted my teeth, parrying madly as I sought an opening. Siegfried was a master swordsman. His technique was flawless, and his strength was unrelenting.

  But I had not survived countless battles by yielding to despair.

  With a burst of desperate energy, I slipped inside his guard, my saber flashing up to score a line of crimson across his sword arm. Siegfried stumbled back with a hiss of pain, his sleeve darkening with blood.

  I pressed my momentary advantage, raining down blows upon Siegfried’s defenses. But even wounded, his skill was formidable. He dodged my strikes with uncanny precision, his blade always there to intercept mine at the last instant.

  Behind me, I could hear the desperate clash of steel and the cries of the dying as my men fought for their lives against the deadly knights of the Order.

  I knew I had to end this quickly, or all would be lost.

  “Why, Siegfried?” I demanded, my voice ragged with exertion as our blades locked together. “Why betray everything the Order stood for? What could be worth such treachery?”

  To my surprise, Siegfried laughed—a cold, mirthless sound.

  “You understand nothing, Kaelitz. The only way this Empire survives is through us.”

  I summoned my remaining strength and shoved Siegfried back, disengaging our blades. We circled each other warily, our ragged breathing mingling with the clash of steel and cries of pain that surrounded us.

  “Through the Order?” I demanded. “Through sorcery and dark magic? Is that truly what you believe?”

  “Believe?” Siegfried spat. “I know it, Kaelitz. I have seen what will come to the Empire if we do not act. The Order is the only hope. Do you truly believe the men of the Empire can stand against Eclairea, against Arlenia, against Kholodia?” He spat the words like venom. “That castle was proof. Proof of what we can do.”

  “Summoning demons? Summoning the undead?” I said. “No wonder you knew so much about the monsters within. They were of your Order’s doing, weren’t they?”

  A look of dark satisfaction twisted Siegfried’s features.

  “You begin to see, Kaelitz. The power we wield. The depths to which we will go to preserve the Empire. There is nothing we will not do, no forbidden art we will not employ, to ensure the Empire’s survival.”

  I shook my head in disgust, revulsion rising like bile in my throat.

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  “You’re mad, Siegfried. You and the rest of the Order. This isn’t preservation. It’s perversion. An abomination against all that is holy and just.”

  “Spare me your sanctimony,” he sneered. “I have seen the face of the divine, Kaelitz, and it cares nothing for your prattling. There is only power, and those strong enough to seize it.”

  He lunged at me again, his blade humming with unholy energy. I parried desperately, the force of the blow sending shockwaves up my arm. We traded blows back and forth across the blood-soaked ground, the bodies of the fallen strewn about our feet. I could feel my strength flagging, each parry and riposte draining me further. Siegfried seemed indefatigable, buoyed by the unnatural power suffusing his blade and armor.

  Then Siegfried’s blade slipped past my guard.

  The tip nearly severed my hand straight through my metal gauntlet.

  I stumbled back, biting down a scream as searing pain lanced through my hand. My saber fell to the ground, clattering in the mud. Siegfried loomed over me, his eyes alight with unholy glee, his blade poised for the killing blow.

  This was it, then.

  After all the battles, all the years of struggle and sacrifice, to meet my end here at the hands of a traitor and heretic.

  A bitter laugh bubbled up in my throat.

  Siegfried’s blade descended, the wicked edge gleaming in the firelight. Time seemed to slow to a crawl. A strange calm descended over me in that crystallized moment, suspended between heartbeats.

  I thought of the brave men I had led—those who had followed me into the mouth of hell without hesitation.

  I thought of my home.

  Of my family.

  I could not—would not—let it end this way.

  Not while a single breath remained in my body.

  I threw myself to the side at the last second, Siegfried’s blade cleaving the air where my neck had been an instant before. I hit the ground hard, rolling desperately to avoid his follow-up strike. My mangled hand screamed with pain, but I pushed it down, forcing myself to focus through the red haze of agony.

  Siegfried advanced on me, his eyes alight with murderous intent.

  “It’s over, Kaelitz,” he boasted. “You have nothing left. Yield, and I will grant you a swift death.”

  I barked a laugh, tasting blood in my mouth.

  “You never did know me very well, Siegfried.”

  With my last ounce of strength, I lunged for my fallen saber. My fingers closed around the hilt, and I brought it up just in time to deflect Siegfried’s descending blade. The impact sent a fresh wave of agony searing through my mangled wrist, but I gritted my teeth and surged to my feet, adrenaline and desperation lending me strength.

  “Die—damn you!”

  I lunged forward with a burst of desperate strength, driving my saber toward Siegfried’s throat. He tried to twist aside, but then he noticed it.

  In my other, nearly severed hand, was a small dagger.

  I saw recognition flare in his eyes as the blade flashed toward his exposed neck.

  Time seemed to fracture into a series of disjointed images: the widening of Siegfried’s eyes as he realized his peril; the dagger, its polished blade reflecting the chaotic flames around us, plunging into the gap between gorget and helm; the spray of arterial blood, shockingly bright against his pale skin.

  Siegfried staggered back, his hands scrabbling at his throat in a vain attempt to stem the crimson tide. His sword slipped from nerveless fingers as a wordless gurgle escaped his lips. I watched, numb, as he sank to his knees, a look of shocked disbelief etched upon his face.

  “Kaelitz…” he choked out, blood bubbling from his lips. “I’ll… kill you… you worthless…”

  Then he collapsed.

  I stumbled away from Siegfried’s fallen form, my vision blurring at the edges as the adrenaline that had sustained me began to ebb. The pain from my mangled hand threatened to drag me down into unconsciousness, but I fought against it, knowing that to succumb now would mean certain death.

  Around me, the battle still raged, the Forlorn Hope locked in a desperate struggle against the remaining knights of the Order. The air was thick with the coppery scent of blood and the acrid tang of smoke, the screams of the wounded and dying mingling with the clash of steel.

  I staggered forward, my feet dragging through the churned mud and gore. I had no destination in mind, only the primal urge to put as much distance between myself and this place of carnage as possible.

  So I fled.

  I fled deeper into the swamps, as deep as I could go.

  I ran for what must have been a day before I collapsed against one of the ancient pine trees of the swamp. I slumped against the gnarled trunk, my breath coming in ragged gasps, my wounded hand cradled against my chest. The pain had faded to a dull, persistent throb, but I knew that without proper treatment, I risked losing the hand entirely—if blood loss or shock didn’t claim me first.

  Through the haze of exhaustion and agony, I tried to get my bearings. The swamp stretched out in every direction, an endless morass of brackish water and twisted trees. There were no landmarks, no signs of civilization.

  I was well and truly lost, and the day’s light was fading fast.

  A bitter laugh escaped my cracked lips.

  So this was to be my ignominious end. Not in glorious battle against the enemies of the Empire, but alone and bleeding in this godforsaken swamp. A fitting fate, perhaps, for a fool who had trusted such men.

  As night fell, I huddled against the base of the tree, shivering as fever and blood loss took their toll. Twisted shadows danced at the edges of my vision, and eerie calls echoed through the swamp. I clutched my saber with my good hand.

  Then a visitor approached.

  “Stuck out here alone, Kaelitz?”

  It was Alaric.

  “…Alaric.” I choked a laugh. “I thought… I thought you were dead. You are dead. I left you at Castelon.”

  Alaric stepped closer, his figure resolving from the shadows. His face was pale and gaunt, his eyes sunken and rimmed with dark circles. He looked like a walking corpse.

  And yet, he stood before me, as natural as the tree I leaned against.

  “Dead?” He chuckled, a dry, rasping sound. “No, not quite. Though not for lack of trying on your part, eh, Kaelitz?”

  I shook my head, trying to clear the cobwebs from my mind. This couldn’t be real. Alaric was dead. I had seen him fall with my own eyes. This must be some fevered hallucination, a trick of my exhausted mind.

  “You’re not real,” I muttered. “Just a figment of my imagination. A ghost come to haunt me.”

  Alaric squatted down beside me, his face inches from mine. I could feel his breath, cold and clammy, against my skin.

  “Oh, I’m real enough, old friend. As real as that wound in your hand. You left me there, Kaelitz. I was there, shivering. They thought I was dead.”

  I recoiled from Alaric’s proximity, my back pressing against the tree’s rough bark. His words stung with bitter truth. I had left him at Castelon, abandoned him to an uncertain fate. I had thought him lost in the chaos of the battle and desperate retreat that followed.

  Yet here he was, returned like a ghost to torment me.

  “I…I thought you were dead,” I repeated lamely, my voice hoarse. “In the confusion, the retreat… there was no time… You told me to take the banner. For the Empire…”

  Alaric’s laugh was sharp and mirthless.

  “The Empire? When has it ever cared about men like you and me? Look where it brought you, Kaelitz. You fought in this shithole for two years. Lost your eye—and now, your hand.”

  I stared at Alaric in confusion and growing unease. Though spoken with his voice, his words seemed alien, laced with a bitterness and cynicism I had never known him to possess.

  “What happened to you, Alaric?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. “What changed you so?”

  Alaric’s eyes seemed to bore into me, twin points of smoldering resentment amidst the pallor of his face.

  “What happened to me?” he spat. “I’ll tell you what happened, Kaelitz. It was all worthless. All of it.”

  Alaric settled down next to me, his back against the ancient pine. For a long moment, he was silent, his gaze distant, as if seeing something far beyond the shadowed confines of the swamp. When at last he spoke, his voice was low and laden with weary bitterness.

  “You know—you’ll never go home. They don’t let men go back anymore. It’s for life now. This life. The army.”

  “I know,” I said remorsefully. “I-I know, damn you. It wasn’t my choice. You…”

  “It wasn’t your choice?” He smiled, and it was a twisted, bitter thing. “No, it wasn’t your choice, was it? Just like it wasn’t mine. We’re just pawns, Kaelitz. Pieces to be moved about the board at the whims of our betters. Until we’re spent.”

  I shook my head, trying to summon some argument, some defense of the choices that had led me here.

  But the words wouldn’t come.

  Because deep down, I knew he was right.

  “What would you have me do, Alaric?” I asked, my voice heavy with exhaustion and defeat. “Desert? Flee like a coward? I took an oath…”

  “An oath,” Alaric scoffed. “An oath to what? To whom? The Emperor? The Empire? What have they ever done for us except send us to die in places like this?”

  He gestured expansively at the swamp around us, his hand sweeping through the fetid air.

  “This is our reward, Kaelitz. This is the glory we were promised. A lonely death, far from home.”

  The fever was taking hold now, my thoughts growing muddled and disjointed.

  “I want to go home.”

  My bitter words hung between us, heavy with the weight of hard truths. I could feel the last vestiges of my strength ebbing, my vision blurring at the edges as the fever tightened its grip.

  “Home,” I murmured, the word tasting strange on my tongue. It seemed like a distant dream, a half-remembered memory from another life. “Do you remember, Alaric? The golden fields of Strossen in the summer? The way the light glinted off the spires of the Cathedral?”

  A wistful expression flitted across Alaric’s gaunt face, a fleeting echo of the man I once knew.

  “I remember,” he said softly. “But that was a long time ago, Kaelitz. In another life.”

  The fever’s grip tightened, the world spinning around me. Alaric’s face swam in and out of focus, his words echoing as if from a great distance. Golden fields and cathedral spires danced in my mind’s eye, visions of a home I feared I would never see again.

  Then another visitor appeared, edging closer.

  Sergeant Rottmann.

  He glanced at me with a look of displeasure and annoyance.

  “You bastard,” I stated, glaring up at him. “You left me to die out here.”

  Rottmann looked down at me dispassionately, his face etched with the lines of hard years and harder decisions.

  “I did what I had to do, Kaelitz,” he said, his voice gruff but not unkind. “I knew what would happen. I had a chance to leave it. All of it behind.”

  I let out a bitter laugh, the sound scraping my throat raw.

  “You left us. What about loyalty? What about the men who bled and died for us?”

  Rottmann squatted down, bringing his weathered face level with mine. I saw a flicker of something in his eyes—regret, perhaps, or understanding.

  “Loyalty is a luxury, Kaelitz. Out here, it’s survival. Each man for himself. You should know that better than anyone.”

  I shook my head, anger and fever making my thoughts churn.

  “No. That’s not how it’s supposed to be. We’re brothers-in-arms. We look out for each other.”

  “Brothers?” Rottmann scoffed. “There are no brothers out here. Just ghosts and the damned.”

  He stood then, his form blotting out the meager light filtering through the canopy.

  “You’re on your own now, Kaelitz. Best make your peace with that.”

  With that, he turned and melted into the shadows, leaving me again with Alaric’s specter and the bitter tang of betrayal on my tongue.

  I slumped back against the tree, my strength spent. Hatred and fever burned in my one good eye.

  “Is mankind so irredeemable—so demented?” I murmured, my voice a hoarse rasp. “Are we all damned, scrabbling for survival in this godforsaken place?”

  “No.”

  A familiar voice cut through the swirling fog of my fevered mind, a calm anchor amidst the storm of bitterness and betrayal.

  I glanced over.

  Another visitor.

  “Not all of mankind, Kaelitz,” she said softly, crouching beside me.

  Her keen eyes looked into mine.

  It was familiar.

  It was the lady.

  The lady whose name I never got, back in Kholodia. The Vuk. The wolf…

  “There is still goodness in this world, though it may be harder to find in times such as these, without the Savior so present,” she said softly.

  I blinked, trying to focus on the woman’s face through the fever haze.

  “You…” I rasped, my parched lips struggling to form the words. “I remember you. From Kholodia. The wolf-woman. The Grand Prince’s sister…”

  She smiled then, a gentle curve of her lips that held a world of understanding.

  “Yes, Kaelitz. You don’t have to remember my name if it’s too hard for you.”

  “You were beautiful,” I stammered out awkwardly, tears starting to form. “I wish I stayed. I wish that miserable bastard Rottmann forced me to stay there.”

  The Vuk woman’s smile softened, her eyes filled with a gentle compassion that cut through the haze of my fevered despair. She reached out, her cool hand resting on my burning forehead.

  I leaned into her touch, the simple comfort easing the ache in my soul.

  “I’m so tired,” I confessed, my voice cracking. “I’m tired of fighting, losing, and watching good men die for a cause I no longer understand.”

  She nodded, her gaze distant, as if seeing through me the tangled web of my life.

  “It is a heavy burden, the one you carry. The weight of duty, of loyalty, of honor. But it is a worthwhile one.”

  “Is it?” I asked bitterly, my voice hoarse with exhaustion and despair. “What has honor brought me but pain and loss? What good is a duty to a world that has forgotten the face of its Savior? I’ve lost everyone. There’s nothing left—nowhere to go.”

  The Vuk woman’s eyes sharpened, her gaze piercing through the veil of my anguish.

  “Honor is not about reward, Kaelitz. It is about doing what is right, even when the world tells you otherwise.”

  She shifted, her hand moving from my brow to rest over my heart.

  “You have a good soul, Kaelitz. One that has been battered and bruised, yes, but never broken. Much like Kholodia—or Valtorea.”

  Her words stirred something within me, a faint ember of the faith and conviction I had once held so dear. I closed my eyes, focusing on the steady beat of my heart beneath her palm, and sighed as relief filled me.

  “…Will I ever see you again?” I asked with longing.

  The Vuk woman’s smile turned wistful, her eyes shimmering with an emotion I couldn’t quite place.

  “Perhaps, Kaelitz. If the Savior wills it.”

  She withdrew her hand, drifting lower—and pain filled me. I gritted my teeth. Then, as I glanced down at my mangled hand, I saw the Vuk woman’s delicate claws hover over the twisted, mutilated flesh.

  A soft glow emanated from her palm, bathing my ruined skin in warm, golden light.

  I watched in awe as the light seemed to seep into my very bones, knitting together the shattered remnants of my hand.

  The pain that had been my companion began to ebb, replaced by a soothing warmth that spread up my arm and into my chest. I flexed my fingers tentatively, marveling at the newfound strength and agility—the feeling of being whole again.

  But even as I reveled in the relief, I noticed the healing was incomplete.

  A brutal scar remained, stark against my pale skin—a jagged reminder of the price I had paid. I tried to move it, to feel it.

  But I could feel nothing through it.

  It was like a brick attached to my hand.

  I looked up at the Vuk woman, questions brimming in my eyes. She met my gaze steadily, a knowing look on her face.

  “Why?” I asked, my voice a hoarse whisper. “Why would you heal me? How?”

  Her smile was enigmatic, her eyes holding secrets I could only guess at.

  “Perhaps, if you survive this swamp, I will tell you,” she said sweetly. “I would recommend making haste—before the Order finds you.”

  I blinked, my mind reeling from the Vuk woman’s words.

  The Order.

  They were coming for me.

  I had to move, and find a way out of this accursed swamp before they could catch me.

  With a grunt of effort, I pushed myself to my feet, swaying slightly as a wave of dizziness washed over me. The Vuk woman reached out to steady me, her touch a cool balm against my fevered skin.

  “Easy, Kaelitz,” she murmured. “You’re still weak. The healing I gave you will help, but it will take time for your body to recover fully.”

  I nodded, gritting my teeth as I forced my battered body into motion. Each step was agony, the dull throb of my wounds a constant companion as I pushed myself forward through the murky water and tangled vegetation.

  “Where will you go?” the Vuk woman asked, her voice drifting to me through the mist.

  “To Rega,” I said. “I have to figure out the truth. Once and for all. But I do have one question for you.”

  “What?” she asked, curious.

  I sighed.

  “I never got your name.”

  She grinned, and for a second I saw an ambitious, calculating cunning there.

  “Catherine.”