Teacher, spare me from the literary and philosophical nuances of Blue 59 Literature

  After he left, Xu Liuyang couldn't sleep and got up. Lian Su was not at home, probably to leave enough time for the young couple to be affectionate.

  Xu Liu held the cup and tilted her head to drink water, thinking of last night's intense and thrilling love-making, she couldn't help but feel her heart racing and her face burning.

  She called Xia Weiliang, but she hadn't gotten out of bed yet. She said that she had been stimulated by the blind date yesterday and stayed up all night writing code until dawn, so today she needed to make up for lost sleep. She could only hang up the phone in frustration.

  She sometimes envies Xia Weiliang, envying her for being able to do what she likes with all her heart and soul, striving for her own dreams, so that even if she is tired, she is happy. Unlike her, although she is busy every day, but in fact, her heart is exceptionally empty.

  She didn't even dare to think about the future, didn't dare to dream, because she had no dreams left. Although she got praise from Lais, it doesn't mean any construction company would dare to hire someone without any qualifications as an architect.

  Thinking like this, she couldn't help but feel a little down and depressed, so she changed her clothes and went out for a walk to clear her mind. Unconsciously, she arrived at the corner coffee shop on the street, only to find that the row of shops had been demolished, surrounded by high walls, and many construction workers were building something.

  Looking back, everything is completely different.

  Her heart ached slightly, remembering what Chen Qingchu had said. He bought this land to ask her to come back and design for him, but in the end, she didn't fulfill their youthful dreams together. Between them, it was all about missed opportunities, still missing each other.

  She walked over to ask the workers, what was this place planned and designed for? The worker, with an accent from who-knows-where, chuckled and replied, but she didn't quite understand, only catching something about a mall or shopping center.

  She curled up the corner of her mouth and smiled bitterly, then raised her eyes to take a look at the vicissitudes of life all around, turned around and left. Originally, she was thinking of designing a landmark for Wen City here, because a high-speed road had just been repaired nearby, and many cars came down from here into Wen City. If a building that makes people's eyes shine is built here, it will make a much better impression on this city.

  She loved the city so much and wanted to show its most beautiful side to everyone. Unfortunately, things are unpredictable. Some people say that a city makes you unforgettable, probably because there are people you love deeply and youth that will never return, she thought maybe it was like that.

  On the bus back, there were several high school girls sitting next to me, discussing whether to study liberal arts or science. Several girls joked that this year's science class for girls will be overcrowded because the male teacher who teaches chemistry is handsome and elegant, comparable to an idol star.

  She couldn't help but think of the situation when they were assigned to liberal arts classes that year, because there were many classes, so there were also many English teachers, and he was responsible for teaching English in liberal arts class 7 and class 8. As a result, many girls who were not good at liberal arts also squeezed into the liberal arts class, just to be assigned to his class.

  Some people even used their family connections to get into his class, and as a result, the two classes he taught ended up with more than a dozen students than other classes. Zhuo Tingfeng was also helpless because there were some people he couldn't afford to offend.

  And she knew at the time that he would teach liberal arts classes, so she resolutely gave up her own desired liberal arts class and signed up for a science class about which she knew nothing. At that time, her science was really bad, physics was simply not working, and getting 60 or 70 points on an exam was already her best score.

  Xia Weiliang of course didn't think twice and signed up for the liberal arts class, but when she heard that she was going to sign up for the science class, she pulled her back and wouldn't let her go. After a night of bitter persuasion, seeing that she still refused to budge, she couldn't help but yell at her in anger.

  "Xu Liu'ou, this is being overly cautious, you can't give up your bright future just to avoid someone!"

  Xu Liunan didn't know at the time that his hidden love for her was so deep, she just felt that every time he looked at her, his eyes were too scorching hot, although he never said anything, but his eyes declared everything.

  She felt disgusted by the forbidden emotions he had, thinking it was despicable for a teacher to have such thoughts about a student. She kept her distance from him and all teachers, maintaining the proper boundaries between teacher and student. To her, a teacher was just a teacher, and a student was just a student; there shouldn't be any other relationship between them beyond that of teacher and student.

  The next day after signing up for the science class, she was called to talk to him without any surprise. It was still his luxurious office that could be compared to a presidential suite, he stood in front of the desk and severely scolded her.

  "Xu Liu'ou, do you know what you're doing? Is science your strong point?"

  "If the teacher is not in charge of the liberal arts class, I will resolutely choose the liberal arts class!"

  Her eyes were stubbornly strong, like a small beast, with a crimson glow at the bottom, as if she wanted to perish together with him.

  He was choked by her and couldn't speak for a moment, looking at her with a pained expression for half a day, his eyes full of dullness asking her.

  "Do you dislike me so much? To the point of giving up your own future?"

  "Yes!"

  She answered without reserve.

  As soon as her words fell, she heard something crackle, and when she looked in the direction of the sound, she saw that he had pinched his pen to pieces. Looking at him again, his forehead was bulging with blue veins, and his whole body was emitting a terrifying aura. Her heart skipped a beat, feeling as if her own neck had just been crushed.

  "Get out..."

  He

  He said in a low voice, then suddenly let out a loud roar, his eyes full of bloodshot as he pointed at the door and shouted at her.

  "Get out! Get out of here!"

  Although she was yelled at by him in such anger, she didn't get angry at all. Instead, she looked at him provocatively and walked out calmly. Then, the sound of crashing objects came from behind her.

  However, the final result of her fight with him was that she was still assigned to a liberal arts class and even more coincidentally assigned to one of the two classes he taught, alongside Xia Weiliang, still in adjacent positions.

  She also knew that she couldn't compete with him, so she simply became honest and studied hard every day for her and Chen Qingchu's common goal of taking the college entrance exam. That was the only motivation that supported her to move forward during that period of time.

  She also had dreams, had ideals, and had strived hard for her dreams, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't resist the sudden intervention of reality.

  She listened to the several girls discussing with elegance and vigor, secretly swallowing the bitterness in her heart. She only wished that these young and vigorous girls could hold on to their dreams, hold on to their loved ones, and hold on to the life they wanted.

  That evening, when classmates gathered, Xia Weiliang was dressed up and looked stunning. In comparison, she was much simpler. As soon as Xia Weiliang entered the scene, she smiled and hugged everyone in the room. She had always been so sociable and could get along with anyone anywhere.

  She wasn't as crazy as Xia Weiliang, she just stood quietly on the side and chatted with a few familiar classmates from school. In fact, so-called class reunions are all similar, it's just a group of people gathering together to talk about their current situation.

  When the dinner party was halfway through, the young man who organized this gathering suddenly walked to the front and loudly said.

  "I have some exciting news to share with everyone, our former school grass, now Prince Chen Qingchu, Brother Chen Da Shuai, will be joining our gathering soon!"

  "Didn't he say earlier that he couldn't attend because of a business trip? I just received his call saying he's already arrived at the hotel entrance and is parking, he said during the business trip one day was counted as two days off, so he finished work ahead of schedule and rushed back in time!"

  The boy spoke with great enthusiasm and energy.

  "He'll be here soon, let's all give him a round of applause and encourage his attitude towards this gathering!"

  Chen Qingchu was also a sunny and handsome young man when he studied, a dashing prince in the hearts of many girls. So now that they heard he was coming, they couldn't help but scream with excitement. Of course, after screaming, they all tacitly looked over in her direction. Not only did the girls look over, but some boys also looked over with interest.

  Everyone knew about their relationship because they used to be a perfect golden boy and jade girl. As for why they broke up back then, he suddenly went to the US, his best friends didn't say it was because of Lu Zhouyue's intervention that they broke up, so there were all sorts of rumors.

  Some say it was Chen Qingchu who gave up on her because their family backgrounds were too different, while others say she had a new love and dumped Chen Qingchu. There are also those who noticed Lu Zhouyue's feelings for her and cautiously said that maybe they were broken apart by Lu Zhouyue.

  But no matter what they say, after so many years, everyone is still full of curiosity about them.

  Xu Liu Mei didn't have the mood to care about their strange gazes, and when she heard that Chen Qing Chu was coming, her first reaction was: He really did say it would happen, Chen Qing Chu really came, now it's all over, she had no choice but to fulfill her vow of never leaving him.

  There is still one more chapter left.