Since '06, we've been in a state of being more than friends but less than lovers.

  She wasn't really sure what was going on in the play, her mind wasn't on it, she just left the TV on and her thoughts had drifted away.

  That was when she was 15 years old, the Qi and Song families decided to have her engaged to Qi Cheng first, because they were both still young, so the engagement was simple, only the top rich and noble circles knew.

  At 15 years old, Song Yu didn't have any ability to resist, and wasn't qualified to say no to her family.

  At that time, she was with Guan Xiaolin and Jian Yi. Jian Yi had grown from a teenager to an 18-year-old young man, handsome and sunny, and his feelings for her were gradually growing in her heart.

  At that time, she understood the gap between their family backgrounds, but didn't think it was a big deal, and was at an age where love could make her disregard everything.

  She has his gentle counterpart, the two occasionally ambiguous gaze touches, when alone together in the air also jumping with strong attraction, but never really said out loud, just always maintaining a state of more than friends, less than lovers.

  Upon learning of the decision at home, she went to find Jian Yi. Jian Yi listened and a flash of pain crossed his clean and elegant face. After suppressing it for a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "Congratulations, I had forgotten that Song Song has also grown up."

  "I'm engaged, don't you really want to say anything?" Her lips and voice were both trembling.

  He patted her head, "As long as they treat you well."

  That day she rushed back home, hid in her own room and cried all night.

  Song Yu's eyes ache, now thinking back, his heart still hurts.

  She pressed her chest with force, and suddenly remembered Yu Qianying's words: "You child, you've never been proactive since you were a kid. In the past, when Qi Chengji took a liking to someone else, you didn't care and even went to support them. Now it's like this with Jian Yi too. If Jian Yi gets tired of waiting and goes to find another woman, what will you do?"

  Yes, what can she do? Is it really necessary to let go again?

  Her gaze focused, her thoughts gradually returned, and the lines of dialogue in the TV series also became clear again.

  Song Yu looked at her watch and it was already 9:25. She got out of bed, walked to the door, pulled out her room card, and went out. She stood in front of the next door.

  She took a glance at the door number, which was the room card number of Jian Yi that she had glimpsed when checking in.

  Song Yu took a deep breath and didn't let it out. The air was stuck in his throat as he resolutely pressed the doorbell, leaving no room for regret.

  After the doorbell rang, no one opened the door for a long time. She thought he might have gone out on business or been summoned by Qi Cheng to attend a meeting, so he was not there.

  She rang the doorbell again, thinking that if no one opened the door, she would go back, but it was a pity to waste the courage she had finally mustered up.

  Song Yu sighed and didn't hear any sound from inside the door. Just as he was about to turn around and leave, the doorknob suddenly turned slightly under his eyelids.

  Just as the door was about to open, Song Yu immediately pulled on the door handle and wouldn't let anyone inside turn it.

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