The Vault Core was quieter than Greg had expected. No roaring font of energy, no chorus of damned souls; just the constant, heavy beat of the Vault’s Heart, pulsing through the metal underneath their boots. The control pillar for the Primary Focus loomed in front of them, covered in glyphs and channels, humming softly like an exotic PC tower.
Violet was already pacing in a tight loop around it, eyes devouring every sigil. Nars prowled the edges, peering down into the chasm like he could see danger climbing while Doran stood planted with one hand on a support strut, feeling for tremors. Elowen leaned lightly against the inner rail, eyes half closed, listening to the rhythm of the Heart like it was a hymn gone wrong.
Greg’s gaze slid off all of them and fixed on a single, hairline crack in the metal floor.
He stared at it until the Vault blurred.
The surreality of his situation crept up on him like a panic attack.
He was a shy, lonely, thirty-one-year-old IT drone whose greatest accomplishment in life amounted to indentured servitude. He should be chained to a desk in an open office somewhere, sorting through ethernet cables and Jira tickets, not hunting down monsters and saving fantasy worlds.
Or destroying them.
How the fuck is this my life?
His brain, helpful as ever, replayed the last clear memories from the “before.”
Fluorescent lights. The whine of an overworked server rack. The smell of burnt coffee and old carpet. His boss explaining, in the upbeat cadence of someone reading a hostage statement, that “the re-org” meant they were now doing the same work with fewer people and less budget, but hey, you can work from home on Fridays if your KPIs look good.
Greg nodding. Saying the right words. “Sure thing boss, no problem.” Then going back to his desk, sitting down in a chair with a dent shaped like him, and staring at three monitors full of ticket queues that only seemed to grow the longer he spent chipping away at them.
That had been the last week? Maybe second to last. Time had stopped making sense somewhere between the eighth call about a forgotten password and the third “urgent” request flagged by someone who couldn’t figure out why print-to-PDF kept opening Acrobat instead of printing the file.
Then there was the Greg Cave; a one-bedroom he’d been in long enough that the rent had nearly doubled and his motivation had moved out entirely. Beige walls. Beige carpet. The faint smell of old takeout that never quite went away. A couch that had started life as a respectable piece of furniture and was now a glorified depression nest.
He would come home, drop his bag, kick off his shoes, and go through the ritual: air fry some dinner (not microwave; he had standards), pour a sugar-free Redbull into a glass of cheap, ice-cold vodka, turn on the TV for noise, boot up the PC. Doom scroll. Work on some soon-to-be-abandoned personal project. Get distracted by his phone. Doom scroll on it too. Maybe grab a second drink. Maybe a third. Order pizza if he stayed up late enough for second dinner.
Fast food wrappers piled up on the coffee table. Empty cans lined the edge like a sad aluminum fence. The recycling never made it out as often as it should.
He hadn’t always been this way, had he?
In high school, the nights had smelled like pizza too, but there’d been six of them crammed into Cody’s parents’ basement, chairs stolen from every other part of the house. Books, dice, cheap plastic minis scattered everywhere. The table buried under notebooks and maps and the kind of soda consumption that made adult kidneys cringe in retrospect.
Spellsword night.
Nick the Game Master at the head of the table, screen up, grinning like he’d swallowed a secret. Cody, Liam, Noah, Simon, and Greg, each with their character sheets and bad ideas. The world had been smaller then: school, parents, homework, and Aegis: Nick’s homebrew setting where everything was a little too big and a little too dramatic and somehow exactly what they needed.
Greg remembered the first time they’d descended into a Vault in that game. Not this Vault, not exactly, but close enough that thinking about it now made his skin crawl. Nick describing the way the air grew cold and the walls closed in, tossing handfuls of 12-sided dice to represent falling debris as they tried to outrun a collapsing ceiling. All of them yelling and laughing and arguing over rules while devouring snacks and picking dice up off the floor.
It had been fun. Stupid, loud, heart-thumping fun. Back then, his biggest problem had been whether his character would survive the dungeon, not what he planned to do with his life.
Then Lydia had happened.
He hadn’t been looking for her. She’d sat next to him in freshman English, borrowed his pen, and never quite gave it back. She was smart, funny, sharp in a way that made him want to keep up. When she laughed, it felt like the room got brighter. She could even beat him at Super Smash Bros. and her victory dance when she finally managed it might have been the most adorable, charming thing that Greg had ever witnessed.
They’d started dating their senior year. By then, Spellsword nights had already gotten patchy; part-time jobs and college-prep classes and family stuff pulling people in different directions. When Lydia slid into his life, she filled the spaces those missing sessions left behind.
He remembered the conversations at the game table before it fell apart.
“Dude, we need you next week,” Nick had said, half joking, half not. “You’re the only one who takes decent notes.”
Greg had shrugged, looking at his phone, at Lydia’s name lighting up the screen. “We’ll see. Lydia wants to see the Hunger Games. Maybe I can swing by after my date.”
He hadn’t. Not that week, or the next.
The campaign fizzled the way the way so many do as time marches on. There was no dramatic last battle, no final session. Just one missed week that became three, then a text thread that got quieter and quieter until it got buried under newer ones. College, jobs, moves. Cody joined the Marines. They all drifted. One day, without realizing it, they had played together for the very last time.
Lydia and Greg were inseparable. They graduated. Got jobs. Moved in together. Shared an apartment that smelled like laundry detergent, Lydia’s perfume, and the next-door-neighbor’s pot smoke. They got married in a courthouse ceremony because neither of them wanted to plan a big event. It was good. For a while, it was really good.
Then she brought up kids.
Not out of nowhere. It was a conversation they’d had in jokes and half-formed “someday” mentions for years. The kind of thing you say while scrolling through pictures of other people’s babies on social media. “Oh, she’s cute. Our kid would be a menace to society.”
Stolen story; please report.
Laugh, move on.
Except one night, sitting on their thrift-store couch with a show paused and a bowl of popcorn between them, she’d turned the TV off instead of switching to the next episode.
“I think I want to start trying,” she’d said.
He’d known exactly what she meant.
His stomach had gone cold. His brain, traitor that it was, had instantly conjured up images: tiny socks on the coffee table, a crib in the next room, a small, fragile human depending on him not to screw up.
He’d heard himself say, “Yeah, maybe. Just… not yet.”
She’d nodded. “Sure. Not right this second. But… soon? We’re not twenty anymore.”
He’d nodded back. Said all the right noncommittal things. “We’ll talk about it. Let’s get through this work crunch first. Let’s make sure the finances are solid.” Any reason but the real one.
The real one was harder to say: I don’t trust myself not to ruin a smaller, more vulnerable version of us. I barely trust myself with a houseplant. I don’t know how to be that kind of adult. I’m scared.
So, he didn’t say it.
Time passed. Work got busier. He pulled more overtime. He actually got promoted a few times. So did she. They were both avoiding the topic and that eventually turned into avoiding each other, even when they were together. When she brought it up again, his “not yet” sounded more like “never,” even to him.
Fights. Small at first. “We never spend time together.” “I’m tired.” “I am too.” “You were supposed to call the plumber.” “You were supposed to text me back.” Scraps of argument that built into bigger ones, layered over the unresolved core.
“You keep putting it off,” she’d said finally, standing in the kitchen, hands braced on the counter. “You keep saying ‘someday’ and I’m starting to think you mean ‘not with you.’”
He’d flinched like she’d hit him, because the truth hiding in that sentence was one he’d been afraid to look at.
“I don’t…” He’d struggled for words. “I don’t know if I can do it. Be a dad. You know how I am.”
“How you are?” she’d echoed, incredulous. “You’re good with your nieces. You’re good with our friends’ kids. You’re patient, Greg. You care. That’s what matters.”
“You don’t see me when I’m not trying,” he’d said, and immediately wished he hadn’t. Because he knew she did. She’d seen him on the couch, staring at a screen for hours, letting the world blur. She’d seen the empty boxes, the dishes left too long in the sink.
She’d gone quiet then. A different kind of quiet than the one that lived in this dungeon. Colder.
“It feels like you’re waiting for your life to start,” she’d said. “And I’m stuck here with you in the tutorial level that never ends.”
He’d wanted to tell her that this was his life. That he didn’t know how to level up. That the idea of a kid was like adding a timer and a fail-state to a game he was already losing.
He’d said nothing coherent. Something about needing more time. Something about being overwhelmed. Something that made her shoulders slump.
They’d done couples counseling. Sat on the couch across from a stranger with a notepad and tried to untangle years of habits in fifty-minute chunks. Greg had heard himself talk about work stress and burnout and feeling like he wasn’t in the driver’s seat of his own life, just a passenger. Lydia talked about wanting a family, not ten years from now, but in the window where it still made sense.
The counselor had used words like “values alignment” and “timeline mismatch.” Nice, neutral ways of saying: “you want different things.”
The marriage didn’t explode. It eroded. A little less laughter. A little more distance. Nights when she went out with friends and he stayed home “to decompress” and ended up four beers deep, doing nothing. Alone, which was how he was starting to prefer it.
The last real conversation had been quieter than he expected.
“I love you,” she’d said. “I think a part of me will always love you. But I can’t put my life on pause forever while you figure out if you want to have one.”
He’d nodded, throat tight. “I’m sorry,” he’d said, because it was the only true thing he had.
“I know,” she’d replied. “I’m sorry, too.”
They’d split the furniture. She took the better pots and pans, most of the good towels, the plant that was somehow still alive. He kept the big TV, the aging PC, and the sagging couch. They’d argued over almost nothing, because they were both too tired to fight anymore.
After she left, life got quieter. He’d told himself the silence would be nice. Space to think. Space to… whatever.
Mostly, it was space for the bad habits to stretch out.
Work. Eat. Drink. Waste time. Sleep. Repeat.
He didn’t call Nick, Cody, Liam, Noah, or Simon. By then, their numbers were buried somewhere in an old phone he’d traded in two upgrades ago. Social media suggested they’d scattered to the usual places: marriages, kids, jobs in other cities. Cody was a teacher now. He scrolled past photos of their lives and told himself he’d reach out “someday.”
Someday never came. Instead, he woke up here.
On Aegis.
He’d recognized it piece by piece: Blucliffe matching the coastal town Nick had once described between handfuls of chips. The names of gods he’d first heard over a cluttered table. The Vaults, the Anchors, even some of the monster designs. It was as if the universe had taken their teenage campaign notes, run them through a remaster, and then dropped Greg in the middle of it.
Nick’s world. Nick’s rules. Greg as the protagonist front and center whether he liked it or not.
If this was a hallucination, it was alarmingly consistent. If it was a coma dream, his brain had put more effort into level design than it ever had into paying his bills on time. If it was real…
Then what?
Had some glitch in the Anchor Network yoinked him across realities because it was bored? This stuff Petar’l was up to with the Vaults, was it to bring him here? Or somebody else, and he got caught by accident?
Or…and this one hurt in a different way… had Nick and Greg, years ago, just built something beautiful with their friends, and somewhere in infinity, the universe had independently broken in the same pattern? Could their creation have been an accidental echo of a real place?
That didn’t seem any less ridiculous and still didn’t explain what he was doing here, never mind how he arrived. The Heart’s pulse rolled through him like distant thunder.
If Nick were here, he’d make a joke about it. “Congratulations, man, you’re finally the main character and you still can’t min-max for shit.” Then he’d push his glasses up and point out exactly which lever to pull, which pylon to smash, which choice to make to get the “good” ending. Dice rolled, rules checked, everyone laughing when the plan half-worked and half-exploded.
But Nick wasn’t here. Just Greg, with partial admin access and 2 levels of Barbarian.
Some part of him whispered that maybe this was punishment. Or penance. Or a weird, cosmic chance to finally commit to something that wasn’t a half-measure. He’d dodged the responsibility of becoming a father; now he was in a position where his choices might affect an entire world. That seemed excessive, even by divine intervention standards.
Another part of him, smaller and meaner, suggested this was exactly the same pattern, just reskinned. He’d been pulled into someone else’s story and told it was important. Save the world, save the girl, roll for initiative. And just like with Lydia, he was in danger of loving the idea of being the guy who did those things more than actually doing the slow, boring work of being one.
He let his eyes open.
Violet was still circling the Focus, lips moving, fingers tracing the air above the glyphs without touching them. Elowen was closer now, watching her, one hand hovering as if ready to yank her back at the first sign of overload. Nars lounged by the rail in the loose, coiled way of someone who was ready to casually backflip away at the first sign of danger. Doran stood between them all and the nearest drop, silent as a wall.
Greg looked at them and thought, If this is a dream, it’s the most consistent one I’ve ever had. If they’re code, they’re better written than any game I’ve ever played. And if they’re people… then their fear is real enough. And their pain. The Codex had said as much.
He didn’t know if that made him feel better or worse.
Maybe he didn’t need to solve the metaphysics right this second. Maybe the question wasn’t “Why am I here?” but “What do I do, given that I am?”
He huffed out a breath that almost counted as a laugh. It came out more like a sigh.
Fine. He’d try. Not because destiny demanded it, but because he was here, and they were here, and the machine in front of them was breaking the world and would keep breaking it unless someone put their hands on the controls.
And because he wasn’t ready to watch another thing he cared about fall apart while he stood on the sidelines, telling himself he had understandable reasons.
A soft sound pulled him back fully into the present.
Violet had stopped pacing.
She stood with both palms pressed flat against the air, a hair’s breadth above the Focus; eyes wide, pupils blown, hair lifting slightly as if in a static field. Runes along the pillar’s surface had lit up in a slow, spiraling pattern, responding to her proximity. The air around her crackled faintly.
For a heartbeat, she looked stunned.
Then her mouth curved into a sharp, delighted grin.
“I know exactly what to do,” Violet said.

