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13. No Room for Idealists

  Emmet's fingers twitched around the paper, his knuckles white with restraint. The silence between them stretched, heavy and suffocating, pressing into his ribs like a vice. Finally, he lifted his gaze, meeting the captain's with sharp, unwavering conviction.

  "You killed an innocent man." His voice was steady—not rage, not desperation, simply fact, a stone dropped into a still pond.

  The captain barely reacted, only arching an eyebrow, unimpressed, indifferent. "Did we?"

  Around them, the other Luminary soldiers shifted, the faint rustle of their cloaks a testament to their unease, but none stepped forward. None questioned the act. They had seen this before. It was routine.

  Emmet's jaw tightened. "You knew his confession was forced. You knew his daughter was poisoned by your priests. And you did it anyway."

  The captain exhaled, slow and measured, as though this conversation was beneath him. "It was not my decision." A shrug. "I simply carried out the verdict."

  "There was no verdict," Emmet shot back, his voice like a blade now, honed by fury. "There was no trial. This was a slaughter."

  The captain tilted his head, watching him. Then, a smirk. "And what, exactly, do you plan to do about it?"

  Emmet's pulse thundered in his ears, drowning out the distant sounds of the swamp. He stared at the man before him—this enforcer of injustice, this soldier without remorse—and for a moment, the weight of his oaths, his convictions, his entire purpose seemed to crush down on him all at once. Darien was dead. His daughter was dead. Two names echoing in a void of injustice. The truth was burning at the edges, ready to be discarded like a useless scrap of paper.

  "Tell me, Langer," the captain continued, stepping forward, voice smooth with mock curiosity. "Will you play hero? Will you avenge him? Will you challenge us?"

  The soldiers stiffened at the implication, their grips tightening around their weapons. Emmet said nothing. He couldn't. Because the answer wasn't simple. He could fight. He could die here, screaming justice into the void while they cut him down. Or he could live. Live long enough to make sure Darien's truth was heard. Live long enough to do something that mattered, something beyond this moment of blood and dust. His grip tightened around the parchment.

  "You think silence will save you?" The captain scoffed, shaking his head. "If you let this go, you'll be one of us soon enough." A pause. Then he leaned in, voice barely above a whisper. "And when that day comes, you won't even flinch."

  Emmet's stomach twisted. He took a step back, heart hammering against his ribs, every instinct screaming for him to strike, to lash out, to bury this man beneath the weight of the earth itself—

  But he didn't. Not yet. Not like this. This wasn't the end, just the beginning of a different path. Instead, he turned. Turned away from the corpse cooling at his feet. Turned away from the smug smirk of the executioner. Turned away from the bloodstained ground beneath him.

  Because this wasn't the place. This wasn't the time.

  Emmet turned sharply, his steps heavy with purpose, his breath measured but barely steady. Each movement was deliberate, each thought sharpened to a singular focus. The weight of Darien's bloodstained confession burned against his palm, a brand against his skin.

  The Finder's Guild hall loomed before him, quiet, indifferent to the storm brewing in his chest. Without hesitation, he strode inside, the scent of parchment and candlewax pressing against his senses. The proctor looked up, mild surprise flickering in his gaze as Emmet slammed the documents onto the table.

  "Darien Hearthmend was innocent." His voice did not waver, did not break. "The Luminaries fabricated his crime, manipulated him, and murdered him to silence the truth."

  Silence. The proctor's gaze drifted down, studying the stained ink, the crude writing of a desperate man—his final plea to the world before being erased from it. His fingers hovered over the parchment, but he did not touch it.

  A long pause. Then, he leaned back. "This does not concern us."

  Emmet's breath hitched—small, imperceptible, but enough. His chest tightened. His grip on the table clenched. "It does." His voice hardened, edged with the weight of something deeper than anger. "If the Finder's Guild stands for truth, then we—"

  "We stand for knowledge, not war." The words cut through the air, sharp, final. The proctor's expression did not change, did not falter. His tone held no hesitation. "We do not challenge the Luminaries. We do not interfere in their judgments."

  The shift happened before the words were even spoken. Emmet knew it. Felt it. "So you'll just let this happen?"

  The proctor exhaled, folding his hands atop the desk. "Hearthmend is dead, Langer. What would you have us do?"

  Emmet's pulse pounded against his skull. "Tell the truth."

  "Truth does not change power."

  His jaw tightened. "Then what do we stand for?"

  "Survival."

  Silence stretched, thick, suffocating. Emmet's heart pounded. "If we ignore this—if we let them rewrite history, let them destroy lives without consequence—" His voice trembled—not from fear, but from something worse. "Then what good is knowledge if we do nothing with it? What good is knowing, if we allow the world to be remade with lies?"

  The proctor stared at him. For a moment, there was something—something fleeting, something uncertain. Then, it was gone.

  "This matter is closed."

  The finality of it crushed against Emmet's ribs. He swallowed. Nodded. And left.

  Outside, the world felt colder. Truth was not enough. Not here. Not yet. But he would remember. And someday, they would, too. The truth would find its voice, even if it wasn't his.

  The proctor exhaled slowly, his fingers steepling atop the table, posture unmoving—like a statue carved from cold indifference. "You are reckless, Emmet." The words were not shouted, not cruel—but final. The weight of them settled into the room, thick and suffocating. Emmet felt the shift, the silent understanding that no plea, no argument, no proof could alter the decision already made.

  "You disobeyed protocol. You challenged authority. You questioned the very balance we uphold."

  Behind the proctor, other Guild members looked on, observing but refusing to intervene. Some avoided his gaze. Others barely concealed their disdain. Their silence was as damning as the proctor's verdict. None spoke for him. None defended him.

  "You are not fit for the Guild."

  The judgment struck with the force of a closing door—locked, sealed, irreversible. Emmet didn't flinch. He had known this was coming the moment he set foot in the hall. Had felt it the second the proctor laid eyes on the bloodstained documents in his grip. Yet something inside him still burned, raw and unrelenting.

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  "Even if you don't ban me, I won't apply again." His voice did not waver. Did not beg. Did not hesitate. "This is a mistake."

  The proctor's lips pressed into a thin line, but his gaze remained steady. "You were promising," he admitted. "You had potential. But you let your ideals blind you to reality."

  Emmet's jaw clenched. "Reality?" He scoffed, shaking his head. "Reality is watching a man be slaughtered for crimes he didn't commit and saying nothing. Reality is letting history be rewritten while people die for the lies of the powerful."

  "Reality is surviving," the proctor corrected, voice edged with finality. "And that is something you no longer have a place in—here or anywhere under the Finder's Guild."

  A pause. Then, the words that sealed it. "Emmet Langer, by decree of this council, you are hereby banned from the Finder's Guild. You will never be allowed to apply again. You are no longer welcome among us."

  Silence. Emmet stared. Not in shock. Not in disbelief. Just understanding, a cold, clear realization.

  So this was how it ended.

  "So be it." His voice was quieter now, calmer—like the eye of a storm. "If this is what you stand for, then I was never meant to be here."

  He turned, hands tightening at his sides, the bloodstained confession still gripped in his palm. No one called after him. No one stopped him. And he never looked back. The door closed behind him, and the Finder's Guild was no longer part of his story.

  But the truth—the truth was still his to carry. A heavy, burning coal in his hand. And it would not die here. Not with him. Not ever.

  The city gates loomed behind him, tall and unfeeling, as Emmet took his first steps into exile. The sky had darkened, streaked with dying embers of sunset, casting long shadows across the dirt path stretching ahead. The road was empty—silent, save for the crunch of his boots against loose gravel.

  But his mind was not.

  "Being a Seeker sucks." The words spilled out, barely more than a murmur, yet weighted by the bitterness curling deep inside his chest. He was supposed to be more. Supposed to uncover truths, to shape a better world—but in the end, it had been nothing more than a lie, a dream too na?ve to withstand reality. "I regret dreaming about it."

  His pilgrimage had always been about moving forward, but now every step felt hollow. The Finder's Guild had cast him aside. The city—his supposed starting point—had become a graveyard of ideals. What was left? Where was his purpose now?

  He clenched his fists, trying to drown the gnawing doubt with sheer force. He had to keep moving. Keep pushing forward. Even if the world had rejected him—

  Then, a shadow detached itself from the encroaching twilight.

  Standing there, waiting. The Luminary captain. The same man who had gutted Darien without hesitation, who had watched him die with indifferent cruelty. And he was smiling, a predator's grin.

  "Tell me, Seeker—what did he tell you before he died?"

  Emmet stopped, gaze sharp, unreadable. He inhaled slowly, letting the silence stretch, making sure the words carried weight when they finally left his mouth. "I'm not a Seeker," he said, voice firm. "A Seeker would tolerate your actions."

  The captain's smile thinned, gaze flickering with something unreadable. "So then, what did he say?"

  Emmet's fingers twitched, heat curling under his skin. "That you're corrupt."

  The captain's expression darkened. "Oh, the Guild rejected you, didn't they?" His tone was mocking, edged with amusement. "It was a mistake, trying to act arrogant. Even so... I must say, this is rather perfect."

  He tilted his head slightly, as though savoring the moment. "A pilgrim. And I hate pilgrims." His smile returned, sharper, more venomous. "It sucks that you met me."

  And then, with a silent signal, they attacked.

  Emmet did not run. He had already lost everything—his place, his rank, his future within the Guild. There was nothing left to protect but himself.

  The fight was fast, brutal, unforgiving. The Luminary forces moved with precision, their strikes calculated, their footwork disciplined. But Emmet did not fight with desperation. He fought with conviction, with the fury of a burning belief.

  He dodged. Blocked. Felt their movements. They were skilled. But weak. They had power, but no heart.

  The captain lunged, blade aimed for his chest—but Emmet's Earth Totem pulsed, and in one swift motion, he enlarged it, slamming it into the ground. A tremor. A shift in energy. Then—Magnetic Pull.

  The force rippled through the earth, yanking the soldiers off balance, dragging them toward him whether they willed it or not. Their shouts twisted into startled cries as their armor clanged together, their movements disrupted, their formation shattered.

  But he wasn't done. As they stumbled, he slammed his Totem into the ground once more—Gravity Shift. The earth retaliated, pushing upward, sending debris—rocks, splinters of soil—hurtling toward them with crushing force.

  They tried to brace. But it was too much. Their bodies shook from the impact, their limbs trembling from the sheer force of his strikes. They staggered, barely able to stand—until they no longer could. One by one, they collapsed. Kneeling before him. Defeated. Gasping for air, their armor dirtied, their strength drained.

  And when they knelt—when the battlefield was silent save for their ragged breathing—

  Another presence entered the fray, unbidden, unholy. One Emmet hadn't expected. One that carried danger unlike the rest.

  And suddenly, the battle wasn't over. Not yet. Not by a long shot. A new, colder tension filled the air.

  Figures emerged from the darkness, their silhouettes shifting like ghosts in the dying light. Shadows twisted, danced, before revealing their master. Smileyface.

  "You fight well, Emmet." His voice was calm, steady—almost pleased. But Emmet barely heard it. His gaze flickered past him to the others—silent warriors, watching with quiet amusement.

  Then, movement. The execution began. Luminary soldiers barely had time to register their doom before blades met flesh. Heads rolled, bodies crumbled, blood pooled into the dirt—silent, efficient, absolute.

  Emmet stiffened. His pulse quickened, not in fear, but in realization. "Finder's Guild." His voice was tight, uncertain. "I thought they didn't involve themselves with the Luminaries."

  Smileyface did not answer. The Luminaries did not leave this place alive. Their bodies were erased from history, pinned on another faction, ensuring no trace led back to the ones who had orchestrated their downfall.

  Then came the offer. Smileyface stepped forward, the weight of his presence undeniable, his expression unreadable as he studied Emmet—not as a recruit, not as a mere soldier, but as something greater. As someone meant for the war waged in secrecy.

  "You should come and join us." His voice did not waver. It did not plead. It simply assumed, a silent, weighty invitation.

  Emmet inhaled sharply.

  Smileyface continued. "We are not the Finder's Guild. Our organization has no name, but we get rid of evil. Mostly Luminaries. Our mission is to make the world a better place."

  Silence stretched between them. Emmet's thoughts swirled, chaotic, relentless. This was what he wanted. Justice. Truth. But to join them? To become something tangled in secrecy, in quiet assassinations, in unseen wars?

  No.

  "I once wanted to be like you." His words came slow, measured, deliberate. "But no. I'm not joining your crusade. Not now. This brand of justice you just showed—I'm not ready for this."

  Smileyface did not argue. "You're from the north," he said simply. "This world is different from the land you have known. Kindness and mercy don't work well here. You'll understand soon." His words lingered, like an omen, like a warning.

  Then, he stepped back. "If you change your mind... show your necklace to the Finder's Guild."

  No further words. No further persuasion. Just the abyss swallowing him, leaving Emmet alone, standing on a fresh grave.

  Standing. Thinking. Doubting. Had he misunderstood everything? Had he been na?ve? Had he already lost before he even began?

  The road stretched ahead. But now, it felt heavier than ever.

  Emmet had no place in the Finder's Guild now. But the Finder's Guild was not what he thought. Everything—the rules, the traditions, the seemingly untouchable foundation he once admired—had cracks, deep and sprawling, revealing what had been hidden beneath. Smileyface's organization did not exist in isolation; it lived within the Guild's very fabric, woven between its corridors, whispered through its halls, hidden behind its oaths. They did not fight for recognition or glory. They did not seek fame or favor. They operated beneath the surface, waiting for warriors who dared to question the truth.

  And Emmet had questioned it. He had seen it for what it was, stripped bare of its illusion.

  Yet, he had refused the war. Had turned away from the easy answer—the promise that killing would somehow make it right, that vengeance was the only way forward. He had chosen his own path.

  But the war was coming for him anyway. And whether he wanted it or not—whether he accepted it or fled from it—he was already a part of it.

  Emmet walked. Each step carried him farther from Orepike, yet somehow, the weight of it clung to him, like an invisible chain pulling against his spine. He had thought leaving would bring clarity, but instead, the questions tangled inside him, growing louder, heavier.

  Had he been na?ve? Had he misunderstood what it meant to fight for justice? Was his refusal strength? Or cowardice?

  "I wanted to change things." The words slipped from him, quiet, bitter, meant for no one but himself. "I thought knowledge would be enough."

  His fingers curled at his sides. "Being a Seeker was supposed to mean something."

  The Finder's Guild had been his dream. It was supposed to be the beginning. The foundation of something greater. Instead, it had shattered before his very eyes, leaving him grasping for meaning—grasping for purpose—in a world that had no room for idealists.

  "I regret ever wanting it." The words burned more than he expected.

  But before he could drown in them, before he could let them consume him whole, something shifted ahead. A presence. A shadow against the fading light.

  Smileyface had warned him that kindness and mercy would not work in this world.

  Now, the world was proving it.

  The war had already begun. And no matter how much he wanted to run—it would not let him go. The road ahead was long, and Emmet, for the first time, truly understood what it meant to walk it alone.

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