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Souls Reflection

  He lay on the shore of a motionless lake, black as obsidian. In the sky, three moons shone with an almost preternatural intensity, bathing him in a radiance that seemed to warm his skin, as if trying to soothe the wounds he carried within. He was alive. He was far away. Yet the tolling of his mother’s marble heart still echoed in his mind—a signal that would never grant him peace. With an effort that felt superhuman, Etan lifted his left hand. The pinky finger was there. The skin was flush and new, unscarred, as if matter itself had decided to repair itself by sheer instinct. But he felt no relief. He stared at that finger with a frigid detachment; his flesh no longer belonged to him—it was merely building material that Marcus wanted to chew on.

  ?He tried to sit up, but his strength failed him halfway. He fell back onto the grass with a muffled groan. His body was dead weight, emptied of all energy, drained by that blue heat he had unleashed in the palace. He could only lie there, watching the moons dance upon the lake’s surface. "Are you there?" he whispered into the silence, his voice a mere breath. "Always," the Voice replied. But it wasn't the usual acidic hiss. It was weary, its vibrations softened, as if it had run alongside him for miles through a labyrinth of mirrors. "What do we do now?" Etan asked. For the first time in seventeen years, the question wasn't laced with hatred. He felt a strange warmth spreading through his chest, a fragile feeling that felt terribly like affection. This presence, which he had cursed and feared, was the only fragment of his world that hadn't crumbled. It was the only one that knew the taste of his terror. The only thing left.

  ?"I don't know, Etan," she replied, and the sound of his name spoken with such tenderness made him shudder. "But the time for hiding in stone rooms is over. Marcus won't stop. The world has caught your scent. We must act. We must move." "I can't..." he murmured, closing his eyes. "There's nothing left inside me." "Then give me your place," she whispered. "Close your eyes, Etan. Rest in the dark. For once, let me be the one looking out." Etan obeyed. He surrendered to that welcoming void, feeling his consciousness slip into a dreamless sleep.

  ?The air around the boy’s body began to vibrate. There was a sharp crack, like bones repositioning and muscles stretching with the fluidity of molten gold. Etan’s body shifted; his shoulders narrowed, and his facial features softened, losing their marble-like rigidity. His white hair lengthened into a cascade of pale silk that shimmered under the light of the three moons. The girl opened her eyes. They were not Etan’s eyes; they were a blue so deep they appeared electric. She stood up with a grace Etan had never possessed. She felt the damp grass beneath her bare feet—a cool, stinging sensation that made her skin tingle. She took a deep breath: the air tasted of pine resin, clear water, and that wild scent of wet earth she had never been able to feel through his muffled senses. The sound of the lake, a rhythmic and gentle lapping against the stones of the shore, seemed like the most beautiful music in the universe. There was no longer the hum of warped matter or the whistle of the Cube. Only the world, naked and real.

  ?She brought her hands to her face, touching her skin, then looked up at the sky. The three moons flooded her with their silver, gold, and opal light. She stood still, letting herself be bathed in that warm glow, a thin smile lighting up her lips. For the first time, she wasn't a tenant in the dark. For the first time, the Voice had a body, and the world was finally a place to touch without the fear of destroying it. "So this is it..." the girl whispered, her voice a blend of melody and ice. "So this is what light looks like when you don't want to consume it."

  ?As the girl stood there, cradled by the reflection of the moons, Etan found himself plunged into an unknown abyss. It wasn't sleep. It was total absence. He felt as though he’d been wrapped in layers of thick, wet wool; every sense had become muffled, distant. He tried to scream, but he had no throat; he tried to look around, but he had no eyes. He was deaf, mute, and blind—a speck of consciousness lost in a room without walls or light. The only things reaching him were the echoes of her senses: the scent of pine was a faded memory, the sound of the lake a distant hum. Etan understood. This wasn't just exhaustion. It was a prison.

  ?"It’s terrible..." Etan whispered in the void of their shared mind. "It’s like being locked in a doorless cage. I can't feel anything... it’s like being dead but still thinking." The girl turned toward the water, observing her own reflection: a creature of otherworldly beauty with silver hair. She answered with a coldness that made what little remained of Etan’s perception tremble. Her mental voice was steeped in a bitter, almost cruel arrogance. "Oh, really, Etan? You feel uncomfortable?" The girl raised a bare hand, watching the opal moonlight make her skin glow. "Now you know what I felt. For seventeen years. I lived in your closet, eating only your crumbs of pain, watching the world through a keyhole that you kept shut with your gritted teeth and your gloves."

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  ?Etan remained silent in the dark. True guilt crushed him more than Marcus’s grip ever could. He had never considered that the Voice was a soul compressed into a dead corner of his body. "I'm sorry," he murmured. For the first time, those words weren't for his mother or the world because of his power—they were only for her. "I didn't know... I couldn't have known your silence was so heavy." The girl stiffened. The rage vibrating in her bones seemed to deflate suddenly, struck by that disarming sincerity. The night wind blew through her white hair, carrying the distant cry of a nocturnal bird. She didn't answer with words. But on the girl’s perfect face, beneath the right eye shining with the light of the three moons, a single, large tear appeared. It wasn't a tear of marble or metal. It was warm, human, and it slid slowly down her cheek until it fell into the grass—the last barrier collapsing between two strangers who had shared the same blood their entire lives.

  ?Then, the void filled with questions. Etan wanted to know everything. Where did she come from? Who was she? Why was she there? "There are no answers," she replied, looking at the moons. "I don't know who I am. I was born from your pain. I never even had a name." Etan looked through her eyes at the largest moon, the brightest one, the one that guided the others through the dark. He remembered a word from an ancient tongue, a sound that tasted like light. "I will give you a name," Etan said. "Your name will be Tsuki. It means Moon. Because you are the only thing that shines in this disaster." The girl repeated the name, savoring it. "Tsuki..." Her posture turned proud. She was no longer just "the Voice." Now she was Tsuki. And as she stepped toward the woods, Etan felt that this name wasn't just a gift, but the beginning of something Marcus could never break.

  ?Tsuki began to walk, but it wasn't the gait of someone who knew where they were going; it was the movement of a newborn creature in an adult body. For her, silence wasn't the absence of sound; it was white noise, a hum of life filling her ears. Every step on the carpet of pine needles was an electric shock: she felt the sharp snap, the soft texture of the moss, the dampness of the earth sliding between her toes. She stopped before an ancient trunk. She reached out and felt the rough bark. She knew what a tree was—she had perceived its mass through Etan’s dulled senses—but she had never seen it. The sight of the grooves in the wood, the colors shifting from gray to dark brown, took her breath away. She looked at her white arms under the moonlight, touched her hips, the new curves of her body. She analyzed herself like a scientist before an unknown relic. Suddenly, however, a low discomfort, a pressure in her belly, made her flinch.

  ?"Etan... I feel an urgency. A weight down here," she said, bringing her hands to her pelvis. Instinctively, she felt between her legs for the member Etan had always had, but her fingers met only smooth skin and different shapes. Tsuki recoiled, her blue eyes wide with terror. "Etan! They dismantled me! The piece... it's gone! They erased me just like your father!" "No, no, Tsuki, calm down," Etan’s voice replied in her head, heavy with an embarrassment she couldn't comprehend. "You haven't been dismantled. You’re a girl. Your body is different from mine, but the needs... well, you just have to pee. It’s normal. You just... you have to crouch."

  ?Tsuki stood still. She knew no shame; she didn't know what modesty was. To her, it was just another technical instruction, a gear in the machinery of biology. But that physical difference left her uneasy—a reminder that this body was a new creation, a foreign land. She continued walking, drawn by a pungent, heavy smell that overpowered the scent of the pines. It was a metallic smell, of decay. Beneath a thicket of brambles, she saw the carcass of a deer. The flesh had been torn by some predator; white bones stood out against clotted blood and grayish muscle. Tsuki leaned down, her nostrils flaring. "What is this, Etan? Is it sleeping?"

  ?"No, Tsuki. That is death," Etan explained, his mental voice a bitter whisper. "It’s when the heartbeat stops and matter ceases to obey life. It just becomes food. It becomes dust." The girl stared into the deer’s empty sockets. Images of the banquet hall began to flood her mind like a surging river. The mutilated bodies, Lord Valerius’s empty neck, the black dust that had once been laughing people. Before, they were just data, shadows behind a frosted glass. Now, before this deer, Tsuki understood. She understood the agony, the finality, the pain of flesh being torn apart. "Death..." she whispered.

  ?Suddenly, the world around her began to spin. The sound of the wind became a scream; the smell of the carcass filled her lungs until she choked. The realization of the slaughter they had left behind hit her with the force of a sledgehammer. Tsuki clapped her hands over her ears and began to scream. A superhuman howl that belonged to neither girl nor boy, but to a mortally wounded creature. The moons above her seemed to stagger. Her sense of balance vanished and she fell to the ground, her knees hitting the earth violently, while her mind shattered under the weight of a reality too raw to look upon. Tsuki bolted to her feet. She didn't run like Etan, with the heaviness of fear, but with a wild frenzy, as if the scent of the carcass had become an invisible monster biting at her heels. Branches lashed her face; her bare feet trampled stones and thorns without her feeling anything but the terror of ending up like that deer: still, cold, eaten by the woods. She burst into a small clearing and stopped dead. Before her stood a small wooden cabin, low and sturdy. The door was ajar, letting out a sliver of orange light that sliced through the darkness of the night.

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