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Chapter 18 - Honeyed Teeth

  Aurelia’s chambers were exactly the way a cage dressed itself up.

  Gold trim. Velvet drapes. A canopy bed big enough to swallow a person whole. A hearth that should have been warm—except the fire was kept low, like someone was rationing comfort.

  Even the air smelled “clean.”

  Not fresh. Not lived-in. Scrubbed.

  Cleansed, like the steward had promised. As if the room had been guilty and someone had punished it until it behaved.

  Jina stood just inside the threshold while two maids hovered with their eyes down and their hands shaking. One held a folded set of imperial robes. The other carried a brush like a weapon she didn’t want to touch.

  A guard waited outside the door.

  Lysander was outside too—she could feel him without looking, like a pressure at her back, steady and silent. The only reason her spine wasn’t curled inward like the servants’ was because she knew he’d catch her if she collapsed.

  Not save her.

  Catch her.

  A small difference.

  A necessary one.

  “Your Highness,” the older maid whispered, voice so thin it barely existed, “would you like us to—”

  Jina looked at the brush in her hands, then at the robe.

  She saw the trap instantly.

  Dress the princess. Brush her hair. Handle her body like property. Treat her like a doll.

  And if she reacted wrong—if she flinched, if she snapped, if she looked too human—

  Someone would mark it.

  Someone would report it.

  Someone would smile.

  Jina forced her hands to relax at her sides.

  “Leave it,” she said, calm.

  The maids froze.

  That was the problem with people trained in fear—they didn’t know what “calm” meant when it came from a ruler.

  They only knew harsh and harsher.

  Jina softened her voice by a fraction.

  “Put the robe there,” she said, pointing to the chest at the foot of the bed. “Then leave. I’ll call if I need you.”

  The older maid blinked like she’d heard a foreign language.

  Then she bowed too deep, nearly folding in half, and placed the robe down with trembling hands. The younger one followed, almost tripping over her own feet in her rush to obey.

  They backed out without ever lifting their eyes to Jina’s face.

  The door shut.

  A key turned outside.

  Click.

  Then the second click.

  Jina exhaled slowly through her nose.

  Locked again.

  Of course.

  The palace didn’t need iron bars when it had protocol.

  She crossed the room and tested the window latch anyway.

  Locked.

  She wasn’t surprised. She still felt the surge of disgust like bile.

  This is home, her mind supplied, unhelpful and sharp.

  Home wasn’t supposed to lock you in.

  Home wasn’t supposed to drug your tea and call it care.

  Jina turned away from the window and scanned the room the way she would scan a clinic exam room.

  Exit points. Hidden needles. Things that didn’t belong.

  The hearth tools were arranged too neatly. The mirror on the vanity was angled slightly away from the bed. The tray on the side table held fresh tea that no one had asked for.

  She didn’t touch it.

  She didn’t drink anything she didn’t make with her own hands.

  She moved to the dresser and opened drawers.

  Clothes. Jewelry. Letters tied with ribbon.

  Aurelia’s life, folded and stored like it could be packed away.

  Her fingers hovered over a stack of papers stamped with court seals.

  She didn’t need to read them to know what they were.

  Summons. Councils. Judgments disguised as invitations.

  She closed the drawer.

  Her chest tightened and the threads responded—four faint pulses, like distant nerves noticing her tension.

  Kaelen’s heat flared, irritated.

  The sharp thread flickered like it was laughing at her discomfort.

  The fire thread stirred, restless.

  Theron’s cold line stayed tight, controlled—so controlled it felt like someone smoothing their sleeve after disaster, refusing to show a wrinkle.

  Even that little impression had texture. Not just fear—discipline. A mind that didn’t spill.

  Jina swallowed hard.

  She didn’t have time to spiral.

  She needed supplies.

  If she was going to survive the poison, she needed anything she could use—herbs, vials, tools, something.

  Aurelia had power. Aurelia had secrets. A tyrant didn’t survive court politics without hiding knives.

  Jina moved to the bed.

  It was too perfect. The sheets were tucked so tightly they looked unused.

  She knelt, ignoring the ache in her ribs, and checked beneath the mattress.

  Nothing.

  She slid her hand along the bedframe anyway.

  Her fingers caught on a seam.

  Not wood grain.

  A join.

  She pressed.

  A panel shifted with a soft click.

  Jina’s breath caught.

  A hidden compartment slid out.

  Inside: a small velvet pouch and a thin book bound in dark leather.

  Jina’s pulse jumped.

  She pulled the pouch open first.

  Glass vials—four of them.

  One clear liquid. One cloudy. One pale gold. One dark red.

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  Her stomach tightened.

  Medicine? Poison? Both?

  She held a vial up to the light.

  No labels.

  Of course.

  Aurelia wouldn’t label her sins.

  Jina set the vials down carefully, then opened the book.

  The first page was written in Aurelia’s hand—sharp, controlled strokes.

  Not a diary.

  A ledger.

  Names. Dates. Notes.

  Jina flipped a few pages and felt the cold drag of realization.

  This was a record of favors and leverage. Who owed Aurelia. Who feared her. Who broke when pressed.

  A survival map.

  Jina’s throat went dry.

  She didn’t have time to read it now.

  But she shoved it back into the compartment and left the vials out on the bed—her one small victory.

  Then the lock clicked again.

  Not the outer corridor lock.

  The inner lock.

  Her door.

  Someone was unlocking it from the outside.

  Jina’s body went still.

  Her mind went colder.

  No time to hide the vials.

  No time to shove them back.

  She scooped them into the velvet pouch and slid it under her thigh on the bed, then rose as the door opened.

  A woman stepped in like she owned the room.

  Not a maid.

  Not a steward.

  Not a guard.

  A court lady.

  Elegant, warm-toned skin, dark hair pinned with jeweled combs, a gown in pale gold that made her look like sunlight had decided to become human. She wore perfume that tried too hard to be sweet.

  Honey and flowers.

  And under it—something sharp.

  Her eyes landed on Jina’s face immediately.

  Not the way strangers look at royalty.

  The way someone looks at something that belongs to them.

  “Lia,” the woman breathed.

  Aurelia’s nickname.

  Intimate.

  Jina’s stomach turned.

  The woman smiled wider and crossed the room quickly, hands lifted like she was about to embrace.

  Jina didn’t move.

  She didn’t flinch.

  She didn’t step back.

  She held still the way you held still when a dog you didn’t trust approached with its tail wagging.

  The woman stopped a foot away, as if she felt the wall Jina didn’t physically put up.

  Her smile didn’t change.

  But her eyes sharpened.

  “So it’s true,” she murmured. “You’re alive.”

  Jina forced her voice steady. “Virella.”

  The name came from memory—Aurelia’s memory, not Jina’s. It tasted familiar and wrong at the same time, like wearing someone else’s ring.

  Virella’s eyes lit, pleased.

  “Yes,” she said softly. “You remember.”

  Jina did not exhale in relief.

  That was the test.

  Virella stepped closer anyway, ignoring the tension.

  Her fingers reached up and brushed Jina’s cheek—right where the bolt chip had cut her on the ridge.

  Jina’s skin prickled.

  She forced herself not to recoil.

  Virella’s touch was light, affectionate, almost sisterly.

  It made Jina want to scrub her face.

  “My poor Lia,” Virella whispered. “Look at you.”

  Jina kept her eyes on Virella’s, not her hand.

  “Don’t,” she said quietly.

  Virella paused.

  Then she laughed—soft, musical, like Jina had told a charming joke.

  “Still so sharp,” Virella murmured. “Even half-dead.”

  Half-dead.

  The words landed like a needle.

  Virella’s gaze slid over the room, taking in the fresh linens, the low fire, the locked window without ever looking too long.

  Then she turned back, smile sweet.

  “They put you back in your rooms,” she said. “How thoughtful of them.”

  Jina’s jaw tightened. “Why are you here.”

  Virella blinked, feigning innocence. “To see you.”

  A beat.

  “And to make sure you’re… you.”

  There it was.

  Jina’s stomach tightened.

  Virella stepped toward the vanity and ran her fingers over a jeweled hairpin as if she were admiring it.

  “Do you remember,” she said casually, “the first time you made a servant cry?”

  Jina kept her face blank.

  Behind her ribs, the threads hummed faintly, reacting to the pressure in the room.

  Kaelen’s heat flickered—irritation at being mentioned indirectly, as if he hated this kind of game.

  Theron’s cold line stayed tight.

  Jina forced herself to answer with something safe.

  “I made a lot of people cry,” she said.

  It was true.

  It was also vague.

  Virella’s smile widened.

  “Ah,” she breathed. “That’s my Lia.”

  She turned, eyes gleaming.

  “You were eight,” she continued, voice too fond. “A lady-in-waiting spilled ink on your lesson book. You didn’t shout. You didn’t strike. You just looked at her and said—”

  Virella tilted her head, mimicking a child’s tone with eerie accuracy.

  “‘Clean it. With your tongue.’”

  Jina’s stomach lurched.

  Aurelia’s memory flashed—ink, panic, a woman’s wet sobs, a child’s cold satisfaction.

  Jina’s mouth went dry.

  She forced her lips into the smallest curl.

  “I was… creative,” she said.

  Virella watched her carefully.

  Then she laughed again.

  “Creative,” she repeated, delighted. “Yes. You always were.”

  She stepped closer, lowering her voice like they were sharing a secret.

  “And do you remember what I told you afterward?”

  Jina’s mind scrambled through Aurelia’s memory—Virella’s voice, close and warm, like a blanket with thorns.

  They deserve it.

  Make them afraid before they make you disappear.

  Jina chose the version that wouldn’t sound like a confession.

  “You told me not to show weakness,” she said.

  Virella’s eyes softened, almost genuinely.

  “Exactly,” she whispered. “Because weakness gets you killed here.”

  Jina held her gaze.

  That line wasn’t a test.

  It was a philosophy.

  And it made Jina’s skin crawl.

  Virella’s fingers lifted again, this time toward Jina’s hair, as if she were about to tuck a strand behind her ear.

  Jina shifted her head a fraction—not a flinch. A dodge disguised as posture.

  Virella’s hand paused in midair.

  Her smile didn’t falter.

  But her eyes sharpened again.

  “Are you in pain,” Virella asked, gentle.

  Jina swallowed. “Yes.”

  “From the Wastes,” Virella continued. “Or from… the bonds?”

  Jina’s ribs tightened. The threads pulsed faintly, like the word bonds was a finger pressed to a bruise.

  She didn’t answer immediately.

  Virella leaned closer, voice honeyed.

  “You used to pretend they didn’t hurt,” she whispered. “Even when your hands shook afterward.”

  Jina’s throat went dry.

  So Aurelia had reacted. She’d just hidden it.

  Virella saw it.

  Of course she did.

  Jina forced herself to respond with the safest weapon she had: plausibility.

  “The poison makes everything worse,” she said. “And I don’t remember everything clearly.”

  Virella’s gaze lingered on her eyes.

  “Ah,” she murmured. “The poison.”

  A smile.

  Too pleased.

  “I heard it was… incurable,” Virella said lightly.

  Jina’s blood went cold.

  The words were casual. The implication wasn’t.

  Virella watched her face as she said it—measuring for recognition, guilt, fear.

  Jina kept her expression steady with sheer will.

  “I’m still breathing,” she said.

  Virella’s smile widened a fraction, showing teeth.

  “Yes,” she said softly. “You are.”

  Silence stretched.

  The air felt thick.

  Then Virella pivoted like nothing had happened.

  “Do you remember our oath,” she asked, bright again. “The one we made behind the library curtains?”

  Jina’s mind flicked—Aurelia’s memory: the smell of old paper, dust in the sunbeam, two girls whispering like conspirators.

  Words surfaced.

  No one chooses us. We choose ourselves.

  Jina repeated them carefully. “We choose ourselves.”

  Virella’s eyes lit, satisfied.

  “Good,” she whispered. “Good. I was afraid you’d forgotten.”

  She stepped away and let the distance breathe.

  Then she turned, voice turning playful in a way that made Jina’s skin crawl.

  “And Lysander,” Virella said, as if they were discussing a favorite pet. “Your wolf.”

  Jina’s stomach tightened.

  “He’s my guard,” she said flatly.

  Virella laughed. “Oh, Lia. Don’t insult me.”

  She sauntered closer again, stopping near the bed.

  “You used to tell me,” she said softly, “that he would die if you asked.”

  Jina held her gaze.

  “That’s his job,” she said.

  Virella’s eyes gleamed. “And you never once asked him to be anything else.”

  Jealousy bled through the sweetness for half a second—quick, ugly.

  Then it was gone.

  Virella leaned in like she was sharing gossip.

  “Do you remember,” she murmured, “the night you nearly bonded him?”

  Jina’s heart stuttered.

  Aurelia’s memory flashed—hands trembling, a room lit by a single candle, Lysander kneeling, his throat bare, his eyes steady even as his hands shook.

  And Aurelia—Aurelia backing away at the last second like intimacy was a blade pointed at her own heart.

  Jina swallowed hard.

  “I remember,” she said.

  Virella watched her, hungry for details.

  Jina gave her none.

  “I didn’t,” Jina added.

  Virella’s smile sharpened.

  “And I told you you were foolish,” she said.

  There it was again—Virella shaping Aurelia’s choices, polishing her cruelty into something “necessary.”

  Jina’s nails bit into her palm.

  “Why are you here,” she asked again, quieter this time. “Really.”

  Virella blinked slowly, then sighed like Jina was being difficult.

  “Because the court is shaking,” she said. “Because Diadem is watching. Because your father is trying to balance a knife on his fingertip and pretending it’s a crown.”

  Her voice stayed light, but her eyes were sharp.

  “And because I,” Virella added, touching her own collarbone, “have been asked to help.”

  Jina’s gaze dropped despite herself.

  There, beneath the pale gold fabric, a necklace chain glinted. A pendant rested just above her cleavage.

  A ring split by a blade.

  Diadem.

  Jina went cold.

  Virella saw her stare and smiled like she’d won something.

  “They’ve been very generous,” Virella purred.

  Jina’s throat tightened. “You joined them.”

  Virella laughed softly.

  “Oh, Lia,” she said, almost tender. “I didn’t ‘join’ anyone. I survived.”

  The word survived hit Jina like a slap.

  Because that was the excuse everyone used.

  Virella stepped closer and lowered her voice until it was intimate, dangerous.

  “They want to see you at Council tonight,” she whispered. “They want to see if the tyrant is truly back.”

  Jina kept her face blank.

  Inside, she felt the splinter-word shift behind her teeth.

  Stop.

  She swallowed it.

  Virella tilted her head, studying her like a jewel appraiser.

  “And I,” she continued, smiling, “am here to help you… perform.”

  Jina’s stomach turned.

  “Perform how,” she asked.

  Virella’s fingers brushed the air near Jina’s lips—never touching, just close enough to make Jina aware of her own mouth.

  “Smile when you should,” Virella murmured. “Cut when you should. And above all—don’t hesitate.”

  She leaned in, close enough that Jina smelled honey and something sharp.

  “You’ve always hesitated where it matters,” Virella whispered.

  Jina’s breath caught.

  Virella’s gaze dropped briefly to Jina’s chest.

  Not the robe.

  The place the threads anchored.

  “You still feel them,” Virella said softly. “Don’t you?”

  Jina didn’t answer.

  Virella smiled wider, satisfied with the silence.

  Then she straightened and smoothed her skirts, casual again.

  “Rest,” she said sweetly. “Eat. Drink whatever they offer you.” Her eyes gleamed. “Don’t insult the palace’s generosity.”

  Jina’s jaw tightened.

  Virella moved toward the door, then paused.

  She looked back over her shoulder.

  Her voice turned almost gentle.

  “Lia,” she said, “do you remember what you said to me the day your mother died?”

  Jina’s stomach clenched.

  Aurelia’s memory flickered—black cloth, incense, a child’s numb voice.

  Words surfaced.

  If I was stronger, she’d still be here.

  Jina swallowed hard.

  She could answer.

  She could prove she remembered.

  But this wasn’t just a test.

  It was bait.

  Virella wanted to see her bleed.

  Jina chose a different truth.

  “I don’t remember it clearly,” she said, voice steady. “I remember how it felt.”

  Virella’s eyes narrowed.

  A beat.

  Then her smile returned—slow and pleased, like Jina had chosen the “right” lie.

  “Good,” Virella murmured. “Pain is more useful than memory.”

  She opened the door.

  Before she stepped through, she added lightly, almost as an afterthought—

  “The poison I gave you was supposed to be a kindness,” Virella said.

  Jina’s blood turned to ice.

  Virella didn’t look back.

  She didn’t need to.

  Because she’d left the knife in the room with Jina and walked out smiling.

  The door shut.

  The key turned.

  Click.

  Then the second click.

  Jina stood very still, staring at the wood like she could burn through it with willpower.

  Behind her ribs, the threads pulsed—hot anger, cold control, amused sharpness, restless fire—answering her shock like a chorus.

  And in her throat, the word Stop rose again, heavier than ever.

  Not because she wanted control.

  Because now she knew who had poisoned Aurelia.

  And she was trapped in Aurelia’s room… with honey still on the air.

  [Reveal]

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