It must be noted that this simuted false memory, created to extract "pain points," clearly overlooks significant logical inconsistencies at crucial moments.
In reality, how could it be pusible for someone as gentle as he to casually attend a performance and coincidentally encounter such deliberate misunderstandings?
Not to mention, if he truly had a close retionship with Xanthia, he would likely have known long ago that she and Dionysius were siblings. It's not a retionship that needs to be hidden.
Or perhaps, in reality, if Dionysius knew his "sister" was associating with someone so clueless, the protective brother might have intervened long before now. Don’t underestimate this sister-loving man, who is inherently ruthless.
In reality, everything is interconnected; a slight touch can affect the entire body.
Yet this false memory, whenever there is an opportunity to extract pain, the system spares no effort in creating meticulously crafted "coincidences" and "misunderstandings."
It even goes as far as convincingly expining why Xanthia doesn’t reveal her true identity.
Clearly, the gentle version of her is worried about his emotional pressure, a tragic story typical of a dy and a poor boy.
False memories are ultimately not real futures; they can be likened to an "illusionary space." Truly rational and perceptive individuals can detect the anomalies.
Unfortunately, Dematero is highly sensitive and currently heartbroken; his mental vulnerabilities are too great. How could he possibly see through such a realistic "illusion"?
From the depths of his heart, he believes that everything after his heartbreak and his subsequent life development in the memory are real, perfectly aligning with his logical actions.
So much so that he hasn’t noticed that the timeline in his memory actually jumps, with many details missing.
But he believes it is all normal because he has already devoted himself entirely to "writing," where time passes by quickly, as it should.
After witnessing the interaction between Xanthia and Dionysius, instead of confronting them like a fool, he silently chooses to leave, like a loser in life.
Walking alone down the dark, long street, tears silently fall, with the inner resentment and pain having no one to confide in.
Indeed, in the end, the only companionship he has is with words... he bitterly reflects.
Yet after the extreme pain, he deceives himself into believing that perhaps it is for the best if Xanthia really ends up with Dionysius.
After all, Dionysius went to the same high school as him, and he had long heard of this person’s great reputation. Now, with outstanding achievements, he has even been accepted into a national university. Clearly, he is the ideal match in the eyes of many girls.
Taking a step back, Dematero never had the qualification to interfere with Xanthia's feelings; what he should do is wish her well...
One can only say that Dematero's reaction is too real, perfectly in line with his character's thought process.
And due to the emotional turmoil caused by this incident, he awakens an impressive literary talent — the subsequent scenes of "cuckoldry" he writes become even more adept, capable of making readers scream and itch!
Holding his breath, he writes a novel titled Festival of Words — this is his youthful festival.
During the creation of this novel, he is like a madman, venting all his inner darkness. Apart from eating and sleeping, he writes desperately, and in the end, he is completely exhausted after finishing it!
In a short period, he pours out all his inner shadows. This is the craziest creation of his life; the overall tone of the book is eerie, oppressive, and despairing...
Its general content is as follows:
The first half of the story is beautiful; although the male lead is poor and penniless, resorting to all sorts of tricks with his friends just to get by, he has a beautiful female lead, an unattainable angel of purity. There are many heartwarming interactions between them.
The tter half gradually becomes heavier; the male lead starts to lose his mind, but his friends still stand by him, fighting battles that cannot be won. It’s the kind where even if you go mad, I’m your brother, and I’ll only accompany you in madness. In the end, it’s about the helplessness of dying together and living recklessly.
However, in reality, Dematero didn’t have such a friend.
The saddest and most oppressive part is the female lead; she is the true love of the male lead.
Dematero, who had already turned into a mudpile liked to describe this girl as having eyes like an ancient mirror, pure to the extreme.
The female lead and male lead fall in love, but she is forced to marry the prominent antagonist.
On the night of their wedding, the female lead, who is vioted by the antagonist, frantically calls for the male lead in the pace, wanting him to come save her.
The male lead only stands at the pace gate, listening to the female lead’s desperate cries inside, and he bites his fist.
At that moment, the male lead goes mad.
Later, the female lead becomes pregnant, and in front of the antagonist and the male lead, she jumps off the city wall and dies by suicide.
The male lead’s heart completely dies, and he ter turns into a metal man, a tin man, dancing crazily in the forest.
...
The overall feel of the book can only be described in one word — bleak!
The tone is dark and oppressive; no one on the protagonist's side has a good ending. The extreme oppression gives the audience a very negative post-viewing experience, easily bringing readers into a sense of loss. The madness in the book is not just madness, but a frenzy ignited by fireworks, very brief and hopeless.
Anyone who reads such a book is likely to be overwhelmed by negative emotions, experiencing pain.
The false simuted memories clearly also aim to train Dematero’s ability to write stories full of anguish, after all, he is a man who will become a humanoid summon.
Logically speaking, books written in this deranged state will certainly have a limited audience.
But it must be said, sometimes fate is unpredictable, or rather, Dematero is indeed talented.
After years of continuous writing, he has built a solid foundation, and this work of his actually gets published, not to mention becoming an overnight sensation. The sales are quite good, enough to support himself comfortably. He no longer needs Xanthia’s help to survive.
Clearly, books with strong emotional appeal still have a market. The talent scout who recognized Dematero’s work, named Lehman, is an excellent book merchant who excels in packaging and marketing.
After learning about Dematero’s "legendary" experience of dropping out of high school, he packaged him as a "genius teenager." Since Dematero was also good-looking, he could easily walk the path of an "idol writer."
In the past, Dematero would have rejected such packaging; he wanted his writing to speak for itself. But now, he has only one goal: to become strong as soon as possible, completely independent. So, the faster he becomes famous, the better!
He no longer wants to accept any help from Xanthia. He just wants to clear the debts between them.

