Chapter 132 Letting Go

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  In the following days, Luo Ye's life completely revolved around Qian Mei. In the morning, he would settle his breakfast at the hospital and then rush to school for exams. After school, he would take a direct ride back to the hospital.

  Wen Xin and Luo Ye took turns accompanying Luo Ye at the hospital during the day. After school, Luo Feng came over to accompany Luo Ye for a while. If you didn't know, you'd think Qian Mei was a close relative of the Luo family.

  Tang Luo and Xing Nong's behavior had completely confirmed the speculation that Luo Ye was heartbroken. Otherwise, why would they rush away every day without giving anyone a chance to ask questions?

  After the exam, the doctor announced a one-day holiday. Luoye let out a sigh of relief. Three days of no sleep had taken a toll on her body. She wanted to go home and take a nap first before going over there in the evening so that she could stay at the hospital all day tomorrow.

  Qian Mei's body has recovered quite well, although she still doesn't say a word, and there hasn't been any self-harm that Dr. Su was worried about.

  Luo Ye had just finished packing her bag when Tang Luo and Xing Nong grabbed her arms, one on each side. Luo Ye gave them a sideways glance: "Want to play kidnapping?"

  Xing Nong leaned in close to Luo Ye's ear and whispered in a nasal tone, "No way, Luo Luo, don't be like this, it's just a man, we can find someone better than him and make him regret it for the rest of his life. Look at you, so bitter and resentful that you're not even paying attention to us anymore, where's the strong and lovely Luo Luo?"

  "Yes, yes, without you, our lives are really dull and dark, we're like lost lambs in the dark night, urgently needing your shining guiding star to lead us forward!" Tang Luo also chimed in.

  "A lost lamb in the dark of night should go find a wolf to guide it, what's the use of the Morning Star?"

  "Bad Luoluo, are you sending us to our deaths?" Xing Nong Bu Yi tightly hugged Luo Ye's arm: "Today, you're not allowed to run away. If it weren't for Yu Ban requiring us to return to class after the exam and report back, would you have slipped away again?"

  "Haven't I been busy these past few days?" Luo Ye yawned, "Spare me. I'm really too tired, I need to hurry home and catch up on some sleep, I still have to go to the hospital tonight for a night shift!"

  "Who's ill?" The two of them almost asked in unison, their concern evident.

  "One of my sisters fell ill and had a major surgery, so I've been busy with her affairs these past few days. You guys just know how to make wild guesses, humph! Go reflect on your own mistakes!"

  Tang Luo didn't like the sound of that. "Luo Luo, are you telling us to reflect on our mistakes? It's all because of you! You don't take us as friends at all. When your sister had surgery, you should have told us earlier and we could have gone to visit her!"

  "These days aren't exams, are they? Delaying me is nothing, but if I delay all of you, won't Teacher Yu skin me alive? Alright, how about inviting all of you to visit her together tomorrow?"

  The stinky fart's little brain: "This is just about right, which hospital does your sister live in? Ah, what kind of relationship is this sister?"

  "Mary Hospital, she's like a distant sister of mine. Her family members have all passed away and now it's just our family taking care of her. Work has been tough for her lately. So her personality is a bit cold, if you go visit her and she doesn't talk to people, don't mind it too much."

  Qian Mei's experience Luo Ye didn't plan to tell anyone. Her life experience was indeed very miserable, but her extreme revenge methods may not be understood by many people.

  Tang Luo and the others, no matter how smart or understanding they were, had limited experience after all. Luo Ye didn't want to tell them about this dark thing, nor did she want their sympathetic gazes to stimulate Qian Mei.

  She will try to open up and let go of the past shadows, living happily ever after. Even if it's very difficult, she must strive to be happy!

  Agreed to let Xing Nong and Tang Luo visit Qian Mei, also hoping that the hospital room could add some vitality, indirectly stimulating Qian Mei's desire to survive. Alas, treating a dead horse as if it were alive, anyway these few friends are trustworthy, even if they find out the truth, they won't blame her for lying, this kind of overly private matter, who would dare to reveal it?

  "What are you guys whispering about?" Fu Mo walked over with his backpack: "Luoye, I haven't seen you for days, how was the exam?"

  "It's okay... " Luo Ye thought for a moment, "Right, come with us, I have something to discuss with you on the way."

  "Alright, why don't I send you guys back and we can chat on the way, won't delay anything!"

  "You've sent someone off, ruined your sweet something and that person still doesn't hate me to death?" Xing Nong pushed Tang Luo into Mo Huai's arms: "I'll accompany Luo Luo on the way."

  Tang Luo's face turned bright red: "You can't even get ivory out of a dog's mouth, and another thing, you and Luoluo aren't going in the same direction, why are you walking with her?"

  "Escorting Luoluo to the school gate, isn't that walking together?"

  He silently chuckled and pinched Tang Luo's shoulder: "How can you be so impatient, knowing that Xing Nong is just teasing you on purpose."

  "Are you teasing me? Are you teasing me too?" Tang Luo slapped a hand on Fu Mo's shoulder: "Take it away, make another move and I'll chop it off for you!"

  "If you don't care about him, then chop him up for us to see." Xīng Nòng is just a little troublemaker who fears that the world is not chaotic enough.

  Lu Ye pushed forward and blocked Xing Nu's way "Stop messing around, hurry up and go, I still need to go home and sleep!"

  As soon as a few people came out the door, Ying Nuo ran over and hugged Luo Ye: "Wuuu... , dead Luo Luo, I haven't seen your shadow for two days!"

  Luo Ye laughed and teased: "Alright, alright, who would have thought that Dead Luo Luo could cast a shadow? At most, you'd see a ghostly shadow!"

  "Pshaw! Pshaw! What are you talking about!" Xing Nu's mouth pouted in discontent: "Take back what you just said, and be more careful with your words in the future. Don't make jokes like that again!"

  Luo Ye lowered his voice: "Hey, weren't you deceived by Mo Yaoguang to have your fortune told?"

  "She's actually not a bad person, just a bit temperamental and neurotic. Really, her fortune-telling is quite accurate. When I have time, I'll tell you all about it in detail. If not, you can also ask her to do your fortunes!"

  "Never mind, although I don't say I completely don't believe in fortune-telling, my point is that it's not necessary at all. Think about it, if you get a good result, you can be happy for a while, but what if you get a bad one? It'll just cause more trouble."

  "It's true. I don't count, I admit there are people who can calculate accurately, but most of them can calculate but can't avoid, it's better not to live so clearly, it's too boring! Xing Tong and Tang Luo were surprisingly very cooperative."

  "You guys take your time to discuss, I'll have a few words with Fumou alone. Tang Luo, don't be jealous, it's for his own good!" Luo Ye said as she quickened her pace towards a secluded area. Fumou hurriedly caught up with her.

  "Die, Luo Luo, you're also teasing me..." Tang Luo stomped his foot in anger and dragged Xing Nong and Ying Nuo along. He let out a helpless sigh, "Although she treats me like that, I've still decided to help her get the wind, let's go."

  "Pffft! You're not doing it for Lolo's sake but to get back at Mo, right?" Xing Yun sized up Tang Luo: "Hmph, absolutely!"

  "I'll strangle you!"

  "Come on and try!"

  "You think I don't dare? You stand still for me!"

  "Only an idiot would stop!"

  "I said, can you two stop circling around me all the time? I'm dizzy..."

  “……”

  Seeing Wang Pei Rong staring at the noisy few people, her facial expression was twisted with jealousy, Tian Fu Rong was somewhat puzzled by the situation and hesitated: "Rong Gongzhu, I don't quite understand. Yang Xing's conditions are much better than Fu Mo's, why did you give up on Yang Xing and like Fu Mo instead?"

  "Furong. Our relationship was indeed special at the beginning, but over the years, I have come to regard you as a true friend, so I don't mind telling you the truth."

  I know exactly how much I weigh, Yang Xing's family is not possible to accept me, so I retreat and seek the next best thing. Before going to college, I must let Fu Mo willingly be with me, he must belong to me!

  "Fu Mo is just a bit more elegant and refined, studies well, and is similar to Wang Feng, so how did she attract Princess Rong?" Tian Fu Rong still looked puzzled.

  "You will understand in the future." Wang Pei Rong withdrew her gaze: "Let's go, no rush for now. I want to attract his attention in all aspects and let him take the initiative to find me!"

  "Oh." Tian Furong followed behind Wang Peirong, turning her head three times in a row, and was very puzzled in her heart. How did this silent man make the high-spirited Princess Rong look up to him?

  ……

  Qian Mei no longer needs to stay up all night, after finishing the infusion of nutrients at 1 am, her task for the day is also completed. Luo Ye sees that she has fallen asleep and checks the urine bag, estimating that it will need to be changed in about three hours, so decides to take a short nap.

  Got on the bed, thought for a while and got down again, moved a chaise longue to Qianmei's bedside, held one of Qianmei's hands before closing his eyes with relief.

  She went home and took a nap after school, not too sleepy, but her consciousness was always blurry. She didn't intentionally show off to prevent the caregiver from participating. The day before yesterday, Dr. Su secretly told her that it would be best to give Qianmei more care during this period of time, and try to let fewer strangers take care of Qianmei, which is good for Qianmei's mental recovery.

  Qian Mei's specific situation Luo Ye couldn't tell Dr. Su, but she also felt that what he said made some sense, so even if it was just an exam, she insisted on staying by her side, hoping to really make her feel the warmth and muster up the courage to live on.

  Feeling Luo Ye's breathing gradually becoming longer and more regular, Qian Mei's eyes quietly opened, turning her head to stare at Luo Ye's delicate and lovely face, with a hint of guilt flashing in her eyes.

  She's good to herself, but it makes her a bit incomprehensible. However, that's absolutely not pretentious, she believes in this point. But, she really doesn't have the idea of living on, her goal has been achieved, what is she living for? Is there any other meaning?

  Her body was already filthy and her soul had died, she just wanted to escape into the endless darkness, no matter if she could see her family or not, she didn't want to stay in this world anymore.

  He stretched out his pale and weak hand, wanting to touch that delicate face, but ultimately stopped in mid-air, let out a soft sigh, propped himself up straight, and began to untie the abdominal bandage.

  "Do you want to tear open the wound and get infected to death?" Luo Ye's voice, full of anger, startled Qian Mei, who was so focused on unwrapping that she didn't even notice when Luo Ye woke up.

  "Luoye, you know all my experiences, so you should understand that it's much easier for me to die than to live. Even if others don't know what I've done in these years, even if in the eyes of everyone else, the corruption scandal involving my company has nothing to do with me, but my heart can't deceive itself."

  All these years, in order to achieve my goal, I have completely thrown away my shame and death is the best way for me to atone! The only thing I owe you is your care over the past few days.

  I knew you were taking an exam and I'm really touched. If it weren't for the fact that I didn't have the energy to do this a few days ago, I wouldn't have delayed you for these past few days!

  This is Qian Mei's first time speaking up after waking up. Luo Ye was actually less worried, she was willing to talk and explain, that's good!

  What's scary is that she has become so disillusioned and cold-hearted that she can't see anyone's care, not saying a word, repeatedly playing with the idea of self-closure and suicide. She can't always be accompanied by someone, can't have someone watching her 24 hours a day, can she? Moreover, what's the point of living like that?

  "Dying is indeed easier than living, I've already said too many words of consolation. As for hardships, there are those who have it worse and lighter than you, the reasons don't need me to explain, you should all be clear about them."

  Now, what I want to say is that no one knows what it will be like after death. So, are you willing or not willing to give yourself a chance to relive?

  "You used to live for hatred and revenge, never living a day for yourself. Can't you, after killing your enemy, live for yourself?"

  "Live for yourself?" Qian Mei was stunned: "Family, love, friendship and career are the main elements that support people to live on. Family, I have no place to ask for it, love, this life is not expected, nor worthy of having, friendship, these years I really didn't have friends, career, what's the use of my lonely business?"

  "Luoye lived in Qianmei, her eyes were firm: 'If you are willing, please be my sister, if you are willing, let's take care of my company together, if you are willing, when love comes in the future, don't hide, try your best to make yourself happy, can I?'"

  The indifference in her eyes faded a bit: "Why do you have to be so good to me? With your background, there are many people who want to help you, why bother recognizing me as your sister when I'm not even clear about my own situation?"

  "Although our family backgrounds are different, our hatred is the same. This time, if I don't bring him to justice, my future situation won't be much better than yours."

  "I'm doing this to fulfill my own wish, not to help you. Don't need to thank me, really!"

  "I know that some things can't be explained clearly. Honestly, if I were just grateful, I wouldn't do this. If you have the guts, go ahead and live to verify whether what I said is true or false."

  Qian Mei quickly lowered her eyes: "I'm going to sleep!"

  "Alright, be gentle." After Luo Ye helped Qian Mei lie down, Qian Mei quickly turned her head to one side and pretended to sleep. Luo Ye let out a sympathetic sigh, grasped Qian Mei's hand, and sat there quietly. If before she had only wanted to cooperate with Qian Mei to take down their common enemy, now she truly pitied her from the bottom of her heart - it was as if Qian Mei were her past life's self, only more miserable than herself.

  "Whether you believe it or not, I'm really going to treat you as my sister from now on. I hope you'll be happy and you must be happy..."

  ……

  In a daze, Luo Ye felt someone gently stroking her hair, the feeling was as if they were afraid of startling her, careful and gentle. As her thoughts slowly returned to her mind, Luo Ye opened her eyes in surprise, and indeed, Qian Mei was gently caressing her forehead, with a warm smile and tender affection in her eyes.

  Today's article is 4,200 words, and I owe a total of 8,000 words from the past three days. I remember that someone once told me not to make promises I couldn't keep, as it would be frustrating for others. I have been feeling guilty about this, because when I made those promises, I truly wanted to fulfill them with everyone in mind. However, my physical condition has been terrible lately, and when I'm not feeling well, I tend to get lazy. In the end, I feel ashamed of myself. I hope you all believe me that as long as circumstances permit and I have the ability, I will definitely work hard to update regularly. I love you all! Special thanks to those who have rewarded me with gifts, Pink and subscribers of the official version, you are my greatest motivation.