Chapter 134: Gu Qingheng, why are you making things so difficult for yourself? I'm not good enough, I'm very selfish.

  Follow Gu Qingheng...

  She never thought about it and didn't even make mental preparations for their relationship to end at any time.

  She is still young and can start anew, even if she's no longer a virgin.

  He had long seen through her and made a gesture of reconciliation. He asked her not to leave halfway.

  This man, how can he be so cunning.

  Qing Song opened his hand, the clothes bag fell on the carpet, she stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Qingheng's powerful body, feeling that his heartbeat was very strong, and so was hers.

  She sniffled:

  "Gu Qingheng, I don't want to take a difficult path. I actually want to have a normal kind of romance that can be blessed by others. The kind we have is still different from the essence of love. Our relationship is hard to maintain, you don't say it but I understand in my heart, knowing how difficult it is, you're very clear that I'm not brave enough."

  Ning Qing acknowledges her own selfishness, and subconsciously, she still wants to protect herself.

  The elegant man in front of her was real at this moment, but she couldn't believe their future together.

  She couldn't overcome her psychological barrier and asked him to gamble one more time before leaving with him.

  Listening to Qing's words, Gu Qingheng silently lowered his eyelids, and at the bottom of his eyes was a very deep love.

  He liked Qing saying true words to him, he knew she was not bold enough, and understood every thought in her heart.

  "Think clearly." A gentle male voice, Nian Qing hesitated, and lifted his face.

  Gently kissing her red and swollen eyes, he whispered soothingly: "You misunderstood me. I have a strong protective desire for the woman I love, and if you get hurt even a little, I find it hard to bear. I'm 10 years older than you, so I should be walking ahead of you in life anyway. So, when the road gets tough, I'll go first. If there's a problem, I'll solve it."

  "This is my worry, not yours. I hope you can be happier and don't make things difficult for yourself anymore. I don't need you to pay any price, nor do you need to suffer from my worries. Trust me, just follow me slowly, and I'll take care of the rest. You only need to continue taking good care of yourself, and when it really doesn't work out...you can tell me that you can't go on."

  The road ahead is really tough and confusing to navigate.

  Nian Qing thought of avoiding this hardship, fearing it would be too much for her. But Gu Qing He took it upon himself to bear the burden alone.

  He never forced her and gave her the greatest respect and autonomy.

  He even reminded her that when he couldn't hold on anymore, she should look out for herself and dump him.

  Staring blankly without blinking, sour and astringent, wanting to cry.

  She had never been treated so precious by a man before.

  Beforehand, Luochuan was good to her and it was a two-way effort.

  Gu Qingheng was different, he unilaterally paid for her maturity, tolerated her small thoughts, and calmly didn't ask her to repay him, as long as she protected herself well.

  Powerful gentleness, swift and deadly, drowning the weak little her.

  Sometimes, I really want him to force her once, just once, and she will have enough courage and determination to push him away and not be tempted again.

  "Gu Qingheng, why are you making things so difficult for yourself? I'm not capable of it, I'm very selfish... I'm afraid of hardship and will shrink back at any moment. The only thing I think about is myself, you're treating me so well, later on, you'll regret it." Nian Qing took a deep breath, her voice already unstable.

  She doesn't want to expose her own shortcomings.

  I secretly hope Gu Qingheng is a bit better than I imagined.

  But in fact, she is such a realistic person, he really doesn't deserve it.

  "Don't cry, you're crying in front of me and it's making me feel defeated." Gu Qingheng raised his hand, his warm palm covering Nianqing's eyes, unable to bear the sight of her tear-stained face.

  He felt heartache for such a selfless Qing, wishing she could be more selfish instead.

  "I know you're afraid of bitterness, and you like to eat sweet things. You're not someone who's afraid of pain, but rather someone who can endure it well. This shows that your past life was very bitter, which is why you're afraid of bitterness." He had been watching her for 10 years, and the more he understood her personality, the more his heart ached for her.

  Several times, he thought of going in front of her, hugging her back to his home, and letting her follow him, living a happier and more relaxed life.

  Nian Qing's red lips were pursed, unable to refute, making an effort to breathe steadily, without pulling away from Gu Qingheng's palm, fearing that if the light shone on her, she would burst into tears.

  The palm of his hand felt a slight warmth and moisture, Gu Qingheng let out a light sigh, pinched up Nian Qing's small chin, and covered her soft lips with his thin lips, rolling and grinding against hers.

  A little dazed by her feelings, slowly, she opened her lips for him, and slid in...

  The big hand covering his eyes slowly withdrew.

  Ning Qing's senses were being teased by Gu Qinghe's lingering and gentle kisses, taking away most of her rational thinking. She blinked her eyes a few times with force, gradually holding back her tears.

  There was still the aftertaste of the sugar he had just eaten in his mouth, slightly sweet.

  Ning Qing lifted up her small hand and grasped his sturdy arm, holding on tightly, unable to stand firmly.

  Gu Qingheng's kiss grew deeper and more intense, and he was captivated by the sweetness on Nian Qing's lips.

  He suddenly blocked her waist, carried her to the bed, pressed her under his body, sank into the soft bedding with her, and deeply kissed her, entwining in a state of abandon.

  As their lips parted, both of them were out of breath and bewildered with passion.

  Ning Qing was under Gu Qingheng's body, her eyes dazed, her breath as gentle as orchids, her small white hand grasping one of his long fingers.

  His hands, unlike those of other officials, have a strong and masculine feel to them, which I find very appealing.

  She raised her eyelids and looked at the man on top of her, his handsome face filled with a captivating sensuality, his eyes gleaming black.

  At this time, he made advances towards her, and she did not have enough willpower to refuse.

  Every time I come to his house, it's always a passionate and natural encounter, even without contraception or protection.

  Gu Qingheng suddenly grasped Nian Qing's small hand and placed it on his tie, below the knot: "Help me take off my tie. You helped me put it on this morning, and I haven't had the heart to untie it since."

  Nian Qing's hands trembled as she untied the deep blue tie, accidentally touching Gu Qingheng's Adam's apple several times, her head spinning dizzily.

  It's absurd to think about it, should I ask Gu Qingheng to come downstairs and buy a pack of condoms first...

  The tie was pulled out from under the crisp white collar and tossed under the bed.

  Gu Qing's long fingers, one by one, unbuttoned his shirt.

  Nian Qing saw that his sturdy chest was bare in front of her.

  She closed her eyes and looked at his body several times, but still felt embarrassed each time.

  The bed beside him had a gravitational pull, Gu Qingheng's arm wrapped around her waist, pulling her into his embrace, and holding her: "Sleep."

  She suddenly opened her eyes and stared at Gu Qingheng who was close by, speechless.

  Gu Qingheng held the woman he loved in his arms, looking languid and content. His slender fingers slipped into Nianqing's hair, and her slightly curled long hair wrapped around his hand, tickling him. He smiled and raised an eyebrow, enjoying having her by his side.

  He curved his lips and said: "I don't want to let you go so soon, accompany me for a nap. After waking up, have dinner again."

  He said so, Nian Qing could only accompany him to sleep.

  Sleeping is more comfortable than doing or loving.

  With him, she had enjoyed the comfort and passion that a woman should have, but the next day, she also felt uncomfortable for an entire morning.

  Ning Qing wasn't very sleepy, she didn't fall asleep until after 3 pm yesterday afternoon. Now, it's hard for her to fall asleep sometimes.

  She gently leaned against him, Gu Qingheng's solid waist, he bowed his head and rested on her neck, his strong arms tightly wrapped around her, making her feel surrounded and protected by him.

  She couldn't see his face, but she could feel his gentle and warm breath.

  Maybe he's already asleep.

  A clear mind is hard to describe.

  Never had such an experience before.

  She had slept with him several times on this bed, entwined and unrestrained with Gu Qingheng.

  Afterwards, she was so tired that she fell asleep quickly, unlike now when she did nothing but sleep in his arms.

  Husband and wife affection.

  She thought she was wide awake, but her mind was a jumble of thoughts, and the sweet scent of Gu Qingheng surrounded her, gradually making her drowsy in his arms.

  Before falling asleep, Qing Nian thought about whether she should continue with Gu Qingheng or not.

  Uncertain.

  The road ahead is so uncertain, he took her along, what if they can't get through?

  The outcome at the end of the road is unpredictable, and who knows if it's even possible?

  When the time comes, will she leave him or follow him to the end?

  What a emotional dilemma.

  ……

  Author: My body has been really bad lately. I hope the loving readers in the comment section can help me wait a bit longer. I've seen your comments, thank you.